分手 就那么一回事

当两人相爱的时候
心 是黏在一起的
分手时
两颗心必须分开

铁硬心肠的
会急着把另一颗心甩掉
不惜一切从千层高楼跳下
把另一颗心跌得粉身碎骨
心 死了

当机立断的
会急着把事情着一个了断
不惜一切亲手用力的撕开
把另一颗心撕成两半
心 流血不止

藕断丝连的
会慢慢的 小心的
两方各用心把心分开
长丝渐渐的自然断开
心 完美无损

不理不睬的
两颗心会背对背
等待第三棵跟第四颗心的到来
幸运的 心与心会自然的分开
相反的 心与心其中也会流血

你的用心
我的心急
我 借用了刀
不小心把刀在自己的心上刮了一下
穿洞了
心 痛得麻了

哭不了

the poolside party

weekend.. a special one, a fateful one :)

so anyway, me and my family left for kl early in the saturay morning.. and tht's for a very special occasion.. josephine's full moon party!

oh if u haven't know, i'm the most absent minded person u may have come across.. if u're wondering why, just spend some time with my parents! LOL.. all i can say is, it's really in the gene u see.. it's not my fault i always forget things. back to the topic, my parents have been holding this world guineas record of getting lost in kl.. which means.. they lost their way almost, no, not almost.. EVERYTIME! so this time, yes, we got the wrong way again and ended up going into the wrong toll.. ahahhahahhaa.. how cute is that.. then my mom would start nagging my dad, then my dad would start grumbling.. 'WHY DON'T YOU JUST TAKE THE WHEELS?!' ahahhaha... i cant stop laughing everytime they do that.. then i'll jus comfort them.. 'aiya never mind lar, if we don't get lost it's not considered happy kl trip ma' hahahhahaah..

so crap no more..pictures!

isnt she an angel?? so pretty.. my future baby will look jus like her, only cuter!

while ppl partying away, we cam whore at the pool side =)

jenny and moi during the feast!

jenny again, in aunt's place =)

im so glad i was over at kl for josephine's party.. made me really happier =) having and being a baby is such a happy thing ain't it.. and having someone to love you dearly is all you may have to ask for=D

i'm such a nonsense

1. i made beautifully delicious fried rice today:D
2. anwar was released today
3. hence, i can go kl again!
4. jesephine anne's full moon!!
5. my purple furry pencil case
6. i wan to escape.. again

since ck-the-hopeless-romantic does it..
hmm..

*430*
hehe.. i bet he doesn't know

can anyone wake me up after july ends.. i wanna go back to school...i promise i wont whine.. really..

past tense

i dreamt about you
again, yesterday
this time
you did not say u hate me
we were talking like we used to
laughing
just like old times
=)
fond memories
love,
faded,
Jaded.

another day

despite my effort to wake up late, i woke up at 10.30pm today. another day. i can actually jus leave this loneliness and boredom and go back to little island tonight and start my part time job. what's stopping me? i have no idea. there must be something, but even myself can't pinpoint what is it. yea. i am weird.

what u like so much bout your bf?
...cos he's simple and sincere (edited cos someone say later ppl cannot see)

what an answer. haha. simplicity is bliss. complicity is unnecessary.

life, the way they turn depends on something happened, or rather didn't happen. sometimes, a twisted turn. the ending could be not of expectations of anyone, including the parties involved. maybe there's sth she missed that she did not realize or maybe, the other party just want out. there were promises. there were dreams. there were laughters but there were no tears. there were understandings. there were delusions. all that, at times, would all be past tense.

love, a gift, a feeling. comes in many ways. there are times we lose faith. there are times we get confused. there are times we stop loving. there are times we love too much. there are times we wish we never love. love too, comes in different forms. friendships love. parental love. love's love. pet's love. undefined love.

who are we to judge. the way others love, or, the forms of love they share.

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dear said i haven been writing for very long.. LOL.. actually i have been writing.. just that everytime i just left them hanging half way cos i got nth to write about when i'm leading a blank life in ipoh.. my life revolves around my dear in cyberspace, Q during the occasional weekends, random and not so random blogs, newsweek-s, cleo, brunch, dinner, mom, dad, lil bro and the stereo at my home. so u know why i haven't been writing.. i can't be writing much bout those stuff ya.

anyways, watched journey to the centre of the earth jus now.
it's a funny movie.. and how i wish i can go for an adventure like tht.. to discover the world within a world.. or whtever he said it.. haha...

watched hancock few days ago.. was it last week.. hmm.. i lost my sense of time and days here..hehe..

so why am i writing this crap.. for the sake of writing maybe.. haha.. omg.. i just dont wanna sleep cos i hate waking up alone too early tomorrow.. :D but Q said he would come after he wakes up! but god knows wht time he wakes.. probably wakes at 12 -.- he's leading a pig life with me.. hahha.. he told me he thinks we eat too much when we are together.. i was like.. do we really? but then again.. wht else can we do besides eating in ipoh???? like today.. for the 6 hours outing. .we ate a full chinese dinner, sweet potatoes and sweet corns right after dinner, then after movie ate chicken wings again.. hahhaa.. not tht bad ain't it..

i got a few secrets i wanna tell.. i wish i can be like teenage lolita.. ahaha..to express my dissatisfactions out loud.. well for a start.. i wanna tell u, u and u that, i hate u, i really dislike u, and i despise u..but i cant tell u who are they cos i'm a coward....

speaking of teenage lolita.. i'm hooked! cant stop reading it.. hehee...

-GET A LIFE WONG SIMONE-

my shopping list

since i'm sooooo bored and lonely and all.....i figured out a list.. a sacred list that may help me do better in school when school reopens in august.

1. purple furry pencil case, with my fav blue and black pen, yellow highlighter, and liquid paper. u know why it's always important prepare the good tools to produce good results.

2. new perfume, Q promised, wonder when will i get it since he's oh-so-damn-busy. it's pretty important cos the sweet and sexy smell can induce the conducive aura for me to concentrate more.

3. bags, one tht wont tear off easily by my 'gentle' hands oh.. and big enough for my notes

4. slippers. so my fat feet wont hurt.

5. heels. it's important to feel good when goin to school. it brightens up a boring day

6. new wardrobe. new start new wardrobe right??

7. photo frames. i have lotsa memories that needed to be framed. and also a big empty room to decorate.

8. nearly forgotten.. i need an ipod!! dont ask me why.. i just need one with 30GB memory.. so i can wallow in my emo-ness more..

wow.. i'm not too greedy ya.. only 8 on my list.. and one been taken care of..

*looks into the wallet*...

can be done :D

yea right........

i need a trip.. i miss you and it kills me.. but i miss you.

i miss singapore.. damn.. i cant be missing the small little island..ishhhhh