i think tht's probably the line which i use too much, well u know u can't blame a person who is at constant semi conscious state. i think i'm only conscious when i get to buy new stuff.. oh that's not exactly true cos i always regret the money i spend. so. stop. i. am. semi. conscious. now. things been going well. i bought the foundation i want, bought the red heels i have ALWAYS wanted (it's marc jacob!), watched he's not that into you (omgureallycantmissit!), bought some of the little things from the list i built in my previous post. LOL. oh and got the high waist military skirt i bought ages ago online! yea. so things like these happi-fy me. :)
on a more serious note, i think i should really get my ass on searching for an internship and apply for summer programmes already.
ok.. i gotta digress abit.. i jus opened my hotmail and i found this omg! LOL
Hi dear,
how are you today i hope that every thing is ok with you as it is my great pleassure to contact you in having communication with you, please i wish you will have the desire with me so that we can get to know each other better and see what happened in future.
i will be very happy if you can write me through my email for easiest communication and to know all about each other, and also give you my pictures and details about me, here is my email (winnyand02@yahoo.com) i will be waiting to hear from you as i wish you all the best for your day.
your new friend Winny.
ahhahhahahaa.. what the hell is this???
hmm.. wht does it mean by having desire with her or maybe him :S??
ok nvm. ISHALLSTOPBEINGSUCHABITCH.
anyways..
this post is just to annoy the hell out of you. and me. cos i got nothing. scratch that. cos i got no mood to do serious stuff and cos someone is out buying STUFFS leaving me alone at home-_-
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
home home =)
imma home! days been pretty packed with things. saturday was a cousin's wedding, sunday was a relative's son one year old birthday. so needless to say, i gained my normal weight again =)
homecoming becomes less and less exciting, i love my home in ipoh dun get me wrong but what i meant is home as in the bigger family home in some place some distance away from ipoh. a place where my mom grew up in and where i spent alot of my childhood days in. i witness the ugliest scene a family could have, how ugly things between ones that were once so close to each other could end up be, how ugly someone can be from the outside and worse in the inside, home politics in the midst of goverment politics (both equally intense and ridiculous and not to mention, shameful) and how disrespectful grown up children could be towards parents of old age. i think i'd never forget the ear piercing screaming angry voices, the finger pointings and the aged's disappointed sighs.
so anyways, other than the same old boring story, i suddenly realise i got so much to buy with my ever so limited monetory reseources. LOL. i just put my list here in case i ever forget.
to buy:
1. chanel double foundation compact or clarins truly matte liquid foundation ( i cant seem to make up my mind -.-)
2. make up pouch
3. mineral blusher
4. make up brush set
5. eyeliner
6. hawaianas slippers
7. facial products travel kit
8. kose black masque
9. shorts and bras!
10. new wallet and a new handbag
to do:
1. finance law project
2. write my intership applicationsssssss
3. check out summer programme
4. study research method and do the goddamn tutorials
5. do all the tutorials
6. and the projs :(
7. call grpmates to postpone the meeting
8. call someone named GK to arrange proj meet.. toast to our second collaboration LOL
9. watch he's not that into you! yay!
10. study for valuation
alright tht's about it.. i actually feel guilty slacking at home during term break :S
homecoming becomes less and less exciting, i love my home in ipoh dun get me wrong but what i meant is home as in the bigger family home in some place some distance away from ipoh. a place where my mom grew up in and where i spent alot of my childhood days in. i witness the ugliest scene a family could have, how ugly things between ones that were once so close to each other could end up be, how ugly someone can be from the outside and worse in the inside, home politics in the midst of goverment politics (both equally intense and ridiculous and not to mention, shameful) and how disrespectful grown up children could be towards parents of old age. i think i'd never forget the ear piercing screaming angry voices, the finger pointings and the aged's disappointed sighs.
so anyways, other than the same old boring story, i suddenly realise i got so much to buy with my ever so limited monetory reseources. LOL. i just put my list here in case i ever forget.
to buy:
1. chanel double foundation compact or clarins truly matte liquid foundation ( i cant seem to make up my mind -.-)
2. make up pouch
3. mineral blusher
4. make up brush set
5. eyeliner
6. hawaianas slippers
7. facial products travel kit
8. kose black masque
9. shorts and bras!
10. new wallet and a new handbag
to do:
1. finance law project
2. write my intership applicationsssssss
3. check out summer programme
4. study research method and do the goddamn tutorials
5. do all the tutorials
6. and the projs :(
7. call grpmates to postpone the meeting
8. call someone named GK to arrange proj meet.. toast to our second collaboration LOL
9. watch he's not that into you! yay!
10. study for valuation
alright tht's about it.. i actually feel guilty slacking at home during term break :S
Friday, February 20, 2009
the day i am going home =)
guess what! me+burger king (again)+ bed+class in 1.5 hours+computer+blogger! hahaa.. haven't been doing this for a very very long time i think..
so i'm going home tonight, will have to skip research class at night again (which u can't blame me cos 1. i really have to go home to attend my cousin's wedding. 2. night classes are bitch, friday night classes are total dread. 3. the lecturer's a bitch too LOL) been going home quite often for the past few months, but the stays have been short and brief including this of course. i have tons to catch up on so will only stay for a few days.. i've been starting to struggle since..the first week of school?? hahaa..and the work this semester piled up so fast that i don't have time to whine.
...
i can't write -_-
so a few things i had to get before i go home (all of which, i haven't gotten yet cos i dun have time)
1. Q's present
2. mom's oilment (4 bottles-.-)
3. bro's loafers??
4. bus ticket?!
yea.. sad to say, i haven't gotten any of the above yet. sorry. not that i don't love you guys but i've been busy. but seriously, why am i so busy?? -.- not that i got alot of things done.. ithinkifailmygermanvocabtestagain. GArrrr.
ok. i seriously forgot how to write. so updates lately:
1. my sis said we lost touch cos we never see each other anymore. haha. WH i totally understand how u feel with lj!
2. spent the first Vday of my life. like really a Vday Vday =)
3. busy with school. well. kinda. more like struggling all the time.
4. internet shopping is fun and cheap and easy. which the culprit really is my sis not me, i only wear and pay.. occasionally. LOL.
5. missed 'he's not that into you' yesterday cos everybody decided to watch midnight show suddenly -_- imagine the sian-ness!
6. someone pisses off too many people, and i hav to bear the neverending nagging.
7. i have to buy new makeup
8. my slippers splitted into half when i was in school alone. it was traumatising.
9. been swimming with WH =) i still can't really finish one lap without taking a break in the middle.
10. my face is crap.
11. malaysia's political scandals amuse me all the time. especially the last one, naked photos--> sex scandals? it's apparently a very immoral act to sleep naked and have your photos taken so much so that people can threaten your position in politics with just the photos? seriously, can't they play a smarter trick????
ok that's all. please do pardon my lack of writing ability. :P
so i'm going home tonight, will have to skip research class at night again (which u can't blame me cos 1. i really have to go home to attend my cousin's wedding. 2. night classes are bitch, friday night classes are total dread. 3. the lecturer's a bitch too LOL) been going home quite often for the past few months, but the stays have been short and brief including this of course. i have tons to catch up on so will only stay for a few days.. i've been starting to struggle since..the first week of school?? hahaa..and the work this semester piled up so fast that i don't have time to whine.
...
i can't write -_-
so a few things i had to get before i go home (all of which, i haven't gotten yet cos i dun have time)
1. Q's present
2. mom's oilment (4 bottles-.-)
3. bro's loafers??
4. bus ticket?!
yea.. sad to say, i haven't gotten any of the above yet. sorry. not that i don't love you guys but i've been busy. but seriously, why am i so busy?? -.- not that i got alot of things done.. ithinkifailmygermanvocabtestagain. GArrrr.
ok. i seriously forgot how to write. so updates lately:
1. my sis said we lost touch cos we never see each other anymore. haha. WH i totally understand how u feel with lj!
2. spent the first Vday of my life. like really a Vday Vday =)
3. busy with school. well. kinda. more like struggling all the time.
4. internet shopping is fun and cheap and easy. which the culprit really is my sis not me, i only wear and pay.. occasionally. LOL.
5. missed 'he's not that into you' yesterday cos everybody decided to watch midnight show suddenly -_- imagine the sian-ness!
6. someone pisses off too many people, and i hav to bear the neverending nagging.
7. i have to buy new makeup
8. my slippers splitted into half when i was in school alone. it was traumatising.
9. been swimming with WH =) i still can't really finish one lap without taking a break in the middle.
10. my face is crap.
11. malaysia's political scandals amuse me all the time. especially the last one, naked photos--> sex scandals? it's apparently a very immoral act to sleep naked and have your photos taken so much so that people can threaten your position in politics with just the photos? seriously, can't they play a smarter trick????
ok that's all. please do pardon my lack of writing ability. :P
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
there's very little time when i'm alone lately, sometimes i am really thankful for that, but there are times i wish i can pull back so i could have some time reflecting on myself. i went to munmunland again. there, i walked pass famous amos, the smell of fresh baked cookies gave me a jolt, a jolt that reminded me the naiveness of a childhood idealism. then i walked pass that key grinding shop, i couldn't really recall what had happened there. and so i walked again, enticed by that familiar scent and that familiar warmth hmmm:), the field were so green at the other side, just like oldtimes. i missed that run i used to make when i was little and so i rushed there. but alas, i ran into a big infinite clear glass and gave myself a swollen head. then i turned around, there was this huge theme park with a giant roller coaster and this lovely mary go round. the beautiful unicorns were dancing elegantly on that platform, children were smiling and waving their hands at their loved ones and so were the loved ones did the children. i wanted so much to get a ride and so i walked there. the unicorns stopped dancing and frowned upon my presence. they weren't so hostile the last time i saw them. everyone surrounding me was minding their own business, each was too preoccupied to acknowledge my presence no matter how much tantrum i threw or how loud i screamed. then i ceased all that. i braved myself and took the roller coaster, it is a neverending ride. my heart drops everytime it takes a turn or dives to the deepest hollow. but for that few seconds when it doesnt turn nor dive, the beautiful scenes over the green field, takes my breath away. it is an exciting ride nonetheless.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
the 25 facts about me
cos i got tagged and i dun like exposing myself on facebook (facebook is scary)
1. i'm turning 23 this year and the thought scares me time and again
2. i love school (prefer school) and i dread the the thought of needing to start work after graduation.
3. i dun talk when i'm lazy. (which really happens abit too much)
4. i babble when i'm high from whatever that makes me high at that moment.
5. yea. by the time i reach here u'd already have known i'm lame. and boring.
6. i love walking on the beach and i try to walk on the beach once a week or every other week.
7. i tend to say stupid things which piss people off.
8. i swam 2 days ago, and my body ache till now -_-
9. i am a typical libran who is terribly indecisive.
10. i do not drink coffee, especially coffee with milk.
11. i'm a very insecure person.
12. someone told me he thought i was an autistic the first time we met, my grandma thought i was a mute when i was a baby. LOL.
13. i embarrass myself a bit too often.
14. i'm a scatterbrain who can't remember any details of my life. jus recently, i was late to the first 3 lectures of my german class and missed my first german tutorial class. cos i couldnt remember the venue or the time of my class.
15. i secretly wish every once in a while that time would stop so i can stop lagging behind everybody, and so that i can steal a few dresses from the stores and nobody would know.
16. i think i'm a better confidant to my male friends than my females friends cos there are more guys who'd tell me their problems as compared to girls who do.
17. i'm an anti social freak.
18. i'm not as good as i appear to be.
19. i've always dream of going different places in the world. :)
20. i'm known for my laziness, absentee-ness and messiness.
21. i love to talk or listen to my parents talk. cos they are really the cutest couple.
22. although u may never realise it, even if u hang out with me very often, i'm fat in certain area.
23. i hate it when people are over boastful and thinks they know everything.
24. i dislike ginger ALOT.
25. i wish i am prettier, i have more money and that i am more intelligent.
1. i'm turning 23 this year and the thought scares me time and again
2. i love school (prefer school) and i dread the the thought of needing to start work after graduation.
3. i dun talk when i'm lazy. (which really happens abit too much)
4. i babble when i'm high from whatever that makes me high at that moment.
5. yea. by the time i reach here u'd already have known i'm lame. and boring.
6. i love walking on the beach and i try to walk on the beach once a week or every other week.
7. i tend to say stupid things which piss people off.
8. i swam 2 days ago, and my body ache till now -_-
9. i am a typical libran who is terribly indecisive.
10. i do not drink coffee, especially coffee with milk.
11. i'm a very insecure person.
12. someone told me he thought i was an autistic the first time we met, my grandma thought i was a mute when i was a baby. LOL.
13. i embarrass myself a bit too often.
14. i'm a scatterbrain who can't remember any details of my life. jus recently, i was late to the first 3 lectures of my german class and missed my first german tutorial class. cos i couldnt remember the venue or the time of my class.
15. i secretly wish every once in a while that time would stop so i can stop lagging behind everybody, and so that i can steal a few dresses from the stores and nobody would know.
16. i think i'm a better confidant to my male friends than my females friends cos there are more guys who'd tell me their problems as compared to girls who do.
17. i'm an anti social freak.
18. i'm not as good as i appear to be.
19. i've always dream of going different places in the world. :)
20. i'm known for my laziness, absentee-ness and messiness.
21. i love to talk or listen to my parents talk. cos they are really the cutest couple.
22. although u may never realise it, even if u hang out with me very often, i'm fat in certain area.
23. i hate it when people are over boastful and thinks they know everything.
24. i dislike ginger ALOT.
25. i wish i am prettier, i have more money and that i am more intelligent.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
still not blogging
ishh.. i'm going to break my record of not blogging for a month-_- and i turned so lazy i dun even wanna talk and it really makes one boring, more boring than i already am.
so let's talk about the family and chinese new year. i'm not really a fan of chinese new year except for the cousins gathering and the angpow. the rest of the events are seriously very very dreadful for me.
i reached kl last thurs, thinking to shop for new year clothes( i didn't buy any new clothes for the festive which showed how much i not care about cny lol) but we were too tired after taking a one hour bus from the airport and a sardine packed train(the train is so cute and mini it only had 3 cabins i think) ride from kl central. my cousin brought us to madam kwan which he claimed it's his must-visit-restaurant everytime he goes back to kl. it was good but a little too pricey for a nasi lemak and an assam laksa. then there was my all time favourite famous amous lol. not that they don't have it in singapore, but spending money in malaysia is alot easier than spending money in singapore. we planned to go haagen daz too, lucky jenny called in time. lol.
so the rest of the days were spent eating, eating and oh eating??! no, i actually did more than that, met with Q, met with a few sec school mates whom i've never bother to keep contact with after sec 5, put a few aeroplanes on a couple of meetups, did facial (my face is crap nowadays-.-), crapped with my cousins, played with josephine (our latest toy), eat ALOT like literally from morning till night, listened to the latest dramas of the family and get nagged by my mommy.
this year family of both sides are quieter than usual, some flew away for holiday, others just can't be bothered cos the family is in war. LOL. they always say our family is worse than what happen in the hk dramas. but scratch all that. i think our cousin-ly bonds are still quite well. :) sometimes i think we should really treasure what we have now as sometimes the closer you get, the worse you'd treat each other when things are not going right. and the saying that money is the root of all evil, and of cos happiness (only applies to me lol) has some truth in it. sometimes having less money do alot more good to the family. it's kinda sad really to see what had become to the family in a festive season like cny. sighs.
on a brighter note, scratch that again. on a darker note, i'm in singapore again! school has never been more fun! *convincing self* i printed all the tutorials yesterday and started some of them. 2 of the tutorials ask us do a self introduction. LOL. below were conversation i had with merv.
me: hav u done harold's tutorial.
merv: yea. you?
me: half.
merv: huh? which half?
me: the self introductory part. i wrote my speech.
merv: -_- loser.
apparently, you don't write you speech when u introduce yourself.
oh well.
so let's talk about the family and chinese new year. i'm not really a fan of chinese new year except for the cousins gathering and the angpow. the rest of the events are seriously very very dreadful for me.
i reached kl last thurs, thinking to shop for new year clothes( i didn't buy any new clothes for the festive which showed how much i not care about cny lol) but we were too tired after taking a one hour bus from the airport and a sardine packed train(the train is so cute and mini it only had 3 cabins i think) ride from kl central. my cousin brought us to madam kwan which he claimed it's his must-visit-restaurant everytime he goes back to kl. it was good but a little too pricey for a nasi lemak and an assam laksa. then there was my all time favourite famous amous lol. not that they don't have it in singapore, but spending money in malaysia is alot easier than spending money in singapore. we planned to go haagen daz too, lucky jenny called in time. lol.
so the rest of the days were spent eating, eating and oh eating??! no, i actually did more than that, met with Q, met with a few sec school mates whom i've never bother to keep contact with after sec 5, put a few aeroplanes on a couple of meetups, did facial (my face is crap nowadays-.-), crapped with my cousins, played with josephine (our latest toy), eat ALOT like literally from morning till night, listened to the latest dramas of the family and get nagged by my mommy.
this year family of both sides are quieter than usual, some flew away for holiday, others just can't be bothered cos the family is in war. LOL. they always say our family is worse than what happen in the hk dramas. but scratch all that. i think our cousin-ly bonds are still quite well. :) sometimes i think we should really treasure what we have now as sometimes the closer you get, the worse you'd treat each other when things are not going right. and the saying that money is the root of all evil, and of cos happiness (only applies to me lol) has some truth in it. sometimes having less money do alot more good to the family. it's kinda sad really to see what had become to the family in a festive season like cny. sighs.
on a brighter note, scratch that again. on a darker note, i'm in singapore again! school has never been more fun! *convincing self* i printed all the tutorials yesterday and started some of them. 2 of the tutorials ask us do a self introduction. LOL. below were conversation i had with merv.
me: hav u done harold's tutorial.
merv: yea. you?
me: half.
merv: huh? which half?
me: the self introductory part. i wrote my speech.
merv: -_- loser.
apparently, you don't write you speech when u introduce yourself.
oh well.
Friday, January 9, 2009
writer's blog, block..
i logged in on the 1st
then the 2nd
then the 3rd
then the 4th
then the 5th
...
u get the flow
cos there's so much i want to say
but i don't know how to put it in words
then the 2nd
then the 3rd
then the 4th
then the 5th
...
u get the flow
cos there's so much i want to say
but i don't know how to put it in words
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