i'm blessed on a good friday

it's a public holiday in singapore, not that i was spared from all the work, but, it's a happy day :)

i pretty much did nothing at all and slacked the whole morning and afternoon off. jus when i decided to wake up from my lazy nap, someone called. guess what?? it's lilian from JONES LANG!! muahhahahahaha... and there! i got the job! happiness! hehehhehe

after waiting for 4 hours in hunger (hadn't had anything proper the whole day) someone finally decided to show up and off we went to starbucks to study, no, to work on the pain in the ass project.

we went for a hang gai after the starbucks closed at 1230 :) don't you just love walking down the city minus the usual rat race in the day, with only you, the night breeze, the trees, the bats (lol) and the conserved buildings? ;)

it's been long since i last did that, despite all the work in mind, i'm contented.

the lazy way to keep track of my own life

1. got a place in summer program to go vietnam :)
2. blood pukingly finished the 2 projects, left with 2 more (30/3/2009)
3. jones lang from kl called but calls got cut of so many times that they got pissed and decided to scratch me off their list.
4. got sent to emergency unit on april's fool day (1/4/2009)
5. went to see doctor 2 times in a week (super duh)
6. unconsciously developed the habit of walking and eating 8 times the speed of normal people.. until my sis told me going out with me is very stressful.
7. too many late nights lately, but with a efficiency ratio of less than 0.1
8. told mom i got into emergency unit after a week and naturally she got a shock
9. still blood pukingly doing the bloood puking projects
10. haven't started on studying for exam at all (10/4/2009)
11. i called jones lang again and they said they will consider my application. i'm supposed to call them back nex week. again, pray!
12. i realised that i dun look forward to the end of sem at all cos it means near graduation. and i'm far from the state to graduate :S
13. let me get jones lang plsssssssss pretty pretty plsssss.

u know one thing about lawyers?
they can chain a thousand words into a sentence without a fullstop or even a comma
-_-

here she goes again

you know there are times when no matter how loud your inner voice is screaming to ask you to buckle up but u just won't bulge your fat ass even for a little? this is exactly what happened today -_-. i freaking slacked the whole day off! what a pig man!

what happened to the plan of dining in yew tee? what happened to the plan of finding a nice cafe to do stuff? what happened to getting started on your freakinn ethics project??!?!? what happened to giving tuition every weekend to earn shopping money??

well.. at least the last one was not my fault. although i was a tiny lil bit happy that the kid canceled tuition again-__- (yes i am that lazy)

so lately i attended this briefing about internship and summer program and we are told that we only get to choose one of the 2. i think many people are wrecking their brain on which to choose cos summer program is fun and u get to suck up to a very important professor that could help u get a job in the future. on the other hand, internship is extremely crucial to help you get a chance of getting employed in the future. being a small little nose shit in the class (LOL sorry i dunnO where did that come from), i had to figure out which is the least popular amongst the two and pick that so that the chance of getting that would be higher. how pathetic is that? haha.. that's wht you do when you know you're not competent enough. sighs.

so naturally.. oh should i say it out here?? what if there are actually a lot of my classmates reading this LOL and that would decrease my chance summore.. hmm.. better play safe.. LOLOL.i'm not very sane again dammit.

fuck that..

AS IF

so my analysis is:

Summer program:
1. 3 weeks
2. fun
3. not very useful
4. increase interaction with professor
5. possibility of ending up rotting at home for almost 3 months after the 3 weeks
6. selection based on balloting

internship:
1. 9 weeks or 12? nvm.. it's alot longer
2. get exposure
3. something on resume
4. selection based on grades

i mean.. any sane people will go for internship right?! so i pray that people in my class, you please choose wisely as your decision may not only affect you but will also affect this tiny little nose shit (sorry i think albeit the grossness it's very apt to describe me) too!

CHOOSE WISELY PEOPLE! CHOOSE THE ONE I'M NOT CHOOSING!

a saturday too quiet

it's been long
i wan to feel the breeze on my face
to listen to the soft whispers of sea waves
to lay my feet on the soft sand
to stare into the horizon
and to breath in the night moisture

i wanna go to the beach
:)

retail therapy at its best

u know what they say. when the going gets tough, the tough gets shopping! haha.. i just really had to go vent it out when i was wrecking my brain on finance law tutorial-_-. it really makes you feel you are the most stupid being in the world sometimes.

and so! i decided to sneak out for 1 hour to have a LIL treat for myself after my tuition session today. so i bought a pair of havaianas slim and aldo handbag! both with 20% discount while my sis bought her mac blusher.. teeheeeheee..my prettiness bag

my overpriced slippers :P but it claimed to last more than 2 years.. so it makes good investment right?? hehe..

my sis and her new sexiness blusher

caught in the mood
hehe.. heels on display
the present :)
the sister! she ask why she looks so pretty.. which, i dunno how to answer her -_-

today something really scary happened, i got stalked, first time in singapore man..and by some indian pervert! i realized it right from the time i tapped my card.. i tried to ditch him like 3 times by walking away to the opposite direction but to no avail. so freaking scary can. and he just sat opposite me and visually raping me. i know. i was too chicken to do anything. i mean, what if he suddenly went berserk and pulled out a bottle of acid! fucking pervert. men are perverts!

end of story.

i was shaking in fear for that 40 mins train ride.

damn u all perverts.

ook.. time to go back on finance law sexy tutorial.
:)

oh and p/s of cos the shopping went on for more than 1 hour-.-
who am i kidding?

feeling absolutely cranky

the weather is so gloomy lately, it's very aggitating especially when you have tons of things to do and you are constantly feeling tired and achy. and of cos, pms-ing. (and stop asking me what's pms, u idiots!)

woke up feeling very sleep deprived today. it's probably because of the thought of having to go through a thousand things on the list. i am trying to develop habit of making a mental list of the plan of the day every morning which should help me from forgetting everything in life. oh and i just got a 3.50 fine for late return of book which i could have totally avoided that if my brain works like normal people -_-.

'oh it's nothing scary like jumping off the plane. i only jump off the mountain.'

haha.. this is from my German lecturer when asked about her favorite sport, which, is fliegen (flying). how cool is that!

looking at my mental state now, i guess this is another babble nothing piece.

you know you are stupid when you're constantly analyzing every detail hoping to find the answer you want when the answer is right in front of you. sometimes you wouldn't even apprehend the groundless expectations you have developed as days go by. or, the lack of it. and that most of the times, you are just a rule. but when you are an exception, the chances are, you have found the one.

just some after thought of the movie (he's just not that into you)

god.. i need an energy boost....