当你不开心的时候

当你不开心的时候
你看的
你听的
你感觉到的
你摸的
甚至是闻到的
是不是都是伤感的？

在这时候，
看喜剧会哭
听音乐会觉得伤感
听你说话感觉你已变得遥远
摸那布娃娃总觉得它不够温暖
闻到熟悉的古龙水，一个影子就会出现在脑海里

哈哈。。华语可以把感觉变得美丽

expectation

remember a sociology guest lecturer said during a lecture on Family, she talked about 'expectation' which i couldn't agree more..

she said if a random boy in the class had not hold the door for her, or slam the door in front of her face.. she'd probably be annoyed n sighed, 'young men now are ill mannered'. on a contrary, if my lecturer which is her fren were to slam the door in from of her, she would probably be angry, and hold grudges for a week and treat it as a joke with their colleagues. BUT.. if the person were to be her husband... she said.. SHE WOULD HAVE A COLD WAR WITH HIM FOR ONE WHOLE MONTH..

haha.. interesting isn't it?

when the person is a stranger, u wouldn't have any the expectation from him. if he were a friend, u would probably have higher expectation that he would treat you better. the point is.. the closer the person is to you, the more you would expect from him or her and you cant understand why couldn't they do this and why couldnt they do that.. take a step back a think... why would he or she do so much for you? they are not obliged to anyway...n that time you will realize.. it is so natural for you to that did not realize your expectation is sometimes unreasonable...

to avoid disappointment, maybe it's better to always watch the expectation you hold from others, that way.. each party will feel better and less heartache will occur. =)

1 2 3 4

One Two Three Four
Tell me that you love me more
Sleepless, long nights
That was what my youth was for

Old teenage hopes alive at your door
Left you with nothing
But they want some more

Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are

Sweetheart, bitter heart
Now I can't tell you apart
Cozy and cold
Put the horse before the cart

Those teenage hopes
Who have tears in their eyes
Too scared to own up
To one little lie

Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are

One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, and ten
Money can't buy you back the love that you had then
One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, and ten
Money can't buy you back the love that you had then

Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are
Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are

WSM

Do u realise

when u turn over your computer screen

WSM

reads the same!!

*WSM is short for Wong Sze Mun

it's 5 days to exam

u know how it feels like when u are so sick of doin something u feel like puking... urghh..

been trying to study since 8am.. sigh.. u know the outcome.. my focus span is less than 1 hour, i fidgeted, slept, daydreamed, stare into space, repeatedly reading the Mails =), blasting loud music into my ears, listening to the stories behind each songs, eat my chocolate spread.. haha.. tht felt good...

slap me slap me slap me!! knock some sense into my tiny brain! tell me i'm not stupid, tell me it's not too late

self prophecy( idea from nor)
i hav more than enough time for me to leisurely study for exam
i hav a good brain
exam will be a piece of cake
i'm a tiny bit smarter than the rest, so i'll fall on the RIGHT side of the Curve
last but not least, I'M SMART I'M SMART I'M SMART I'M VERY SMART VERY VERY SMART

it's too late to apologise

Q send me this song and it keeps me thinking... will it ever be to late to apologize to the person u've wronged? especially the one whom u loved dearly?

i've once attended a motivation seminar, and the speaker asked us who has fought with his/her mother for the past few weeks. and being a honest person, i raised my hand. he then asked, among u all, who has yet to apologize to his/her mother... hahha... and i raised my hand again -.-

he asked me to come to the stage, and asked for my mom's num, he dialed, and passed the phone to be and asked me to apologize to my mom. my expression went 'o'.. but in front of the audiences, i jus had to. the phone rang..and i forgot whether if she did pick up.. i said sorry... and there was only silence over the other end... till now i wonder if my mom did hear my apology for being such a difficult daughter... hehe...

i seldom apologize.. maybe it's due to my upbringing, and i'm not proud of that, but i sincerely hope those i've wronged and whom i love dearly know that i never meant to hurt u, and i do know i was wrong.. i'll try to be a better apologizer :P

if it's not too late... i'm sorry:)

siao char bo..

i swear if i'm behaving like this again..my stomach will jump out from my mouth and slap me for torturing her so much..

feel so bloated now.. i had such terrible crave for tangyuan jus now tht i had to go to the canteen.. there i was.. ALONE.. enjoying the 6 round rice balls soaked in soya bean.... -.-.. i feel like puking omg... it's damn sickening after u had the 3rd one, then u thought.. u shudnt waste your hard earned money like tht, u gulped down the 4th, then u thought, it's not tht bad since u craved for it so terribly.. then u gulped down the 5th, then the 6th..-_-

oooh.. shhh... i'm supposed to be studying... someones is soo goin to kill me if he knew i'm writing crap instead of studying... hoho...


eating chips despite the bloated-ness...

vanity- epi 8504

i cant believe myself.. AGAIN...

fuck fuck fuck...

u jus hav to be within 30 feets or more away from me.. and u'll be amazed by how many times i embarrass myself in one day..

major countdown

it's 11 days to exam, 21 days to freedom, 43 days to christmas, 50days to New Year =)

if i were to ask God one thing right now.. i'd ask.. y am i so lazy? hahhaha.... He'd have answer.. u're lazy bcos u choose to-.-///..

the setting(from the Gossip Girl).. a dimmed room, hundreds of candles, the cutest geeky guy....ahhhh... sooooo romanticc =)

tsk tsk...

totally random =)

am still not reading it

yea.. i know..u're damn screwed wong sze mun...

i came across a blog jus now which i really hav to hav some rants about.. it's bout an incident that happened in the family and my mom was blamed for not being grateful, and over protective of her daughters..

it saddens me when the family hav so much problem for the past few years, and trivial matters like this shudn't be exegerated like that..and i admit sometimes mommy have over-reacted when it comes to our well-being.. but which mother on earth would not behave that way..

i hav to say, it's not about which persons' fault in this matter, understanding and communication are very important when parties are involved. maybe the matter doesnt lie so simply, or maybe there's something u've missed out when u're at the mattter? sometimes something is best to be left unsaid.

yes.. i'm mad, i'm mad at why we take people for granted, why we sometimes neglect other ppl's feeling, why we take advantage of ppl bcos we know she's inferior to us.. wtf are we thinking????

i must have been too free

so here i am -.-
i cannot believe myself..wong sze mun!! u're suppsed to be studying.. not creating a blogger page!!!!
maybe it's the stupid econs tutorial.. i hate readings.. 25 pages of crapss.. R U KIDDING ME?arghh........

anyways.. this may be the 56th time i created a bog.. see how long this can last :P