Overflowing happiness part 2 :)

The girls brought me to a very cozy restaurant called Mykii :)

my fav picture

blogger dun let me upload again zzz.. change to facebook..

ook facebook too zzz

Overflowing happiness :)

As usual, I snoozed for 1000 times before waking up today for project meeting. AND i woke up to these surprises :D

my sister's handmade card :)

ahhaha the thing that i've been wanting to buy but too stingy to

A DRESS! ain't it pretty :))

I went to school and had the @#$^ project meeting which all my groupmates had conveniently forgotten. anyway thats not important :)

my letter sealed with wax^_^

and there's a handmade garden but workmanship abit poor so gotta send back to factory to repair.

And so we went to watch movie, ordered cake for my sister's party and had dinner at my fav restaurant CHILLI's :D:D

Then when he sent me home I offered to have him drop me off at bus stop and walk myself up cos i know he was tired. Just when i came out of the lift he called and asked me to come down cos he forgot to pass me sth:)

'i promised to walk you up when it's past 10pm'

*since when?* lol

After we hugged each other usual goodbyes. I walked into a dark room of these :D





my sister then told me he is hiding outside :D and asked me to open the door for him again.

:D

That's the perfect ending to my day :)

and more to come the next days :D

haha given by my fav nornor and she knows i love mascaras on my slitty eyes:)

I'm the happiest birthday girl:)

Just when I thought I don't have anything to buy for Birthday

sighs

unsurmounted-ness

it's the monster called insecurity that strikes again. there's always this feeling that creeps up every now and then, warped amongst the many happiness, haunting me, pervading me. I looked at others, made up from different DNAs, and wonder why can't I be as smart, as pretty, as bubbly, as lively, as hardworking or even as loud. then, taking a peek over the telescope to the future, I saw what's left is all vague and nothingness. I dwelled on the sudden dull distressful hollowness that haven't been felt for quite a while. As i sighed, he came, enveloped me with the warmth of his. It's this heart-filling explosions that forced me out from the abrupt depressive attack. i know, from here, I shall go on. :)