goodbye august! and because i only have 4 posts for this month

today's the last day of august which is also the national day of Malaysia. i remember the last time i wrote bout this was 2 years ago? or 1 year ago?? i remember writing about how i spent my national day in singapore and how patriotic i was singing 'negaraku'.. LOL.. i still feel like singing it like now.. but my sis is already sleeping andshe's scaryandidunwannawakeherup..

so anyway dunno wht luck struck me yesterday and today, i landed myself with 2 tuition assignments, u know how crazy people are towards tuitions here in Singapore. I felt embarrassed getting that amount of money even though i undercharge ALOT. hahaha.. but i was pretty stressed out yesterday cos i never thought the sec 1 english is as good as our spm ENGLISH!! and i hav to teach what i hate most-- SUMMARY WRITING! so anyway i managed to pull through in the end. and surprisingly i dun feel rich at all probably because i cant get the money till like 1 month later-.- but on a brighter note it's goin to be a very productive 2 months down the road.

oh oh oh.. tomorrow, me and big apple are goin to be waiting on the same train station! i hope i wont be so suay till i ended up sitting beside him for the whole train ride.. i would literally kill myself..

and me is so restless cos i keep worrying i dun have enough time juggling so many things at one time (but i still have time to crap here)

argh.. i guess tht's wht blogging at the worst timing is---my trademark blog..

AZA AZA fighting..

oh and i jus witness a drama blog fight and i so wanna shout i told you so! LOL.. oops.. please stop being so mean wong sze mun!

ciaoooo

p.s. u probably wont find blog that is more random than mine.. teeeheeeheee..

damn i'm such a nonsensenolifer

every morning there are these few precious mili seconds before reality set in before i remember who i am and where i am, then it would all came back. each day brings new revelations about myself, people and world. some good. but often not. some would even make me reconsider my entire existence. my naiveness, stupidity, sincerity, kindness, timidity, clumsiness and forgetfulness have in many ways condemn my competitiveness in the society. people around me closest to me, most all are good. or at least i believe so. i have my fair share of experience being deceived, played, fooled, looked down upon and despised by people i really like. sometimes it does hurt. but gradually it turned to disappointment, anger and finally just enlightenment. multi faceted, a new survivor skill. fake it or lose it. sometimes it really does sound sad. but truth is, lies, painful lies, made people close their doors. or, probably allow half open, just to allow enough interactions to keep survived. lies and truth. and white lies. beautiful lies. the grey area. blurred. sin? or probably not. and so i ask myself, to trust, or not to trust.

school's a bitch!

LOL.. i know i know... i was the one who anticipated school so much.. but really.. classes been such bitch lately -.- especially the HR class. dun even let me go into detail. and ppl i met, or dun meet....... let's just not demoralize my spirit. i actually gotta get my presentation done in like 5 hours?? and i haven even started. le sigh. i'm such a hopeless person.

so anyway.. hmm.. nothing interesting happened lately, except the fact that i went out with an exchange guy from MIT that day.. which really.. i rather would prefer a guy with a normally high IQ if every guy in MIT acts that way.. hahahha.. i know.. super mean... oh and i rather not meet any guy at all if every normally high IQ guy is on of those like my proj group mate.. ooops...

i'm turning into a bitch lately.. probably it's because i'm under too much influence of ppl surrounding ppl, especially---- my little sis.. she's unbelievable sometimes -.-

damn.. talking bout blogging at the worst timing....

p.s.s i finally got a tuition assignment!! yay!! my new wardrobe construction-- phase 2 and looking bright!! =D

tadada!!!

hello from singapore once again! :D

school started this week and so far i have a prof who have a lot to share about HIMSELF( he spent 2 hours talking about himself) , 2 who speak singlish and tell lame jokes (wenhui's favorites), one who likes to intimidate us with a language completely new to us( Frau Lin) oh and last but not least, my all time favorite, prof kwame with the 'sexiest' voice (*weak laugh*)

so in short, school has been nothing but FUN. as in. really fun. trust me. it. is. fun. to let you get a feel which is the fun part.. haha.. hmm... try traveling 1 hour and 10 mins to school everyday..it's really fun..

so anyway.. some pictures i took with the girls lately..

during the most difficult moment, there's always this someone special....
(featuring hazel and wenhui)

the poor tree and us :D
(lijing,hazel,norven, yours truly, wenhui)
the green field and US

holding hand in hand we will always be

taken quite some time ago with jel who went to the states recently
(wenhui, norven, jelly)

happy 21st dear (too lazy to flip it again-_-)

peek-a-boo!

oh maybe one picture of my own =D

yea.. call me a vain pot!

it's time to go back

i know i know.. i've been whining all these days i wan to go back to school i wan to go back to school..hahhaa.. as Q said, i always whine, whether i'm having holiday or having school. i want other wise..hehe.. can we have school one week then holiday on the other week? can we can we???

actually.. i suddenly thought o my dad, he worked till 1am yesterday which is a sunday(freaking company @#$$%^&*) and i thought.. what other things he do other than working? he never complain, he seldom talk, he doesn't spend.. all he does other than working is reading newspaper and helping relatives to fix their things -.- and i know i fail big time as a daughter, i'm seldom at home, and when i'm at home, i hide in my nest, chatting away or surfing aimlessly in the internet. :( does my dad feel lonely??

and this month i've been at home, all i've cared about was my problem.. how bored i was, how sad i was how lonely i got.. family rarely comes into picture.. sigh.. so suddenly.. i dun feeel like going back anymore.. hope tonight's ticket has run out hehe...