it's time to go back

i know i know.. i've been whining all these days i wan to go back to school i wan to go back to school..hahhaa.. as Q said, i always whine, whether i'm having holiday or having school. i want other wise..hehe.. can we have school one week then holiday on the other week? can we can we???

actually.. i suddenly thought o my dad, he worked till 1am yesterday which is a sunday(freaking company @#$$%^&*) and i thought.. what other things he do other than working? he never complain, he seldom talk, he doesn't spend.. all he does other than working is reading newspaper and helping relatives to fix their things -.- and i know i fail big time as a daughter, i'm seldom at home, and when i'm at home, i hide in my nest, chatting away or surfing aimlessly in the internet. :( does my dad feel lonely??

and this month i've been at home, all i've cared about was my problem.. how bored i was, how sad i was how lonely i got.. family rarely comes into picture.. sigh.. so suddenly.. i dun feeel like going back anymore.. hope tonight's ticket has run out hehe...