retail therapy at its best

u know what they say. when the going gets tough, the tough gets shopping! haha.. i just really had to go vent it out when i was wrecking my brain on finance law tutorial-_-. it really makes you feel you are the most stupid being in the world sometimes.

and so! i decided to sneak out for 1 hour to have a LIL treat for myself after my tuition session today. so i bought a pair of havaianas slim and aldo handbag! both with 20% discount while my sis bought her mac blusher.. teeheeeheee..my prettiness bag

my overpriced slippers :P but it claimed to last more than 2 years.. so it makes good investment right?? hehe..

my sis and her new sexiness blusher

caught in the mood
hehe.. heels on display
the present :)
the sister! she ask why she looks so pretty.. which, i dunno how to answer her -_-

today something really scary happened, i got stalked, first time in singapore man..and by some indian pervert! i realized it right from the time i tapped my card.. i tried to ditch him like 3 times by walking away to the opposite direction but to no avail. so freaking scary can. and he just sat opposite me and visually raping me. i know. i was too chicken to do anything. i mean, what if he suddenly went berserk and pulled out a bottle of acid! fucking pervert. men are perverts!

end of story.

i was shaking in fear for that 40 mins train ride.

damn u all perverts.

ook.. time to go back on finance law sexy tutorial.
:)

oh and p/s of cos the shopping went on for more than 1 hour-.-
who am i kidding?

feeling absolutely cranky

the weather is so gloomy lately, it's very aggitating especially when you have tons of things to do and you are constantly feeling tired and achy. and of cos, pms-ing. (and stop asking me what's pms, u idiots!)

woke up feeling very sleep deprived today. it's probably because of the thought of having to go through a thousand things on the list. i am trying to develop habit of making a mental list of the plan of the day every morning which should help me from forgetting everything in life. oh and i just got a 3.50 fine for late return of book which i could have totally avoided that if my brain works like normal people -_-.

'oh it's nothing scary like jumping off the plane. i only jump off the mountain.'

haha.. this is from my German lecturer when asked about her favorite sport, which, is fliegen (flying). how cool is that!

looking at my mental state now, i guess this is another babble nothing piece.

you know you are stupid when you're constantly analyzing every detail hoping to find the answer you want when the answer is right in front of you. sometimes you wouldn't even apprehend the groundless expectations you have developed as days go by. or, the lack of it. and that most of the times, you are just a rule. but when you are an exception, the chances are, you have found the one.

just some after thought of the movie (he's just not that into you)

god.. i need an energy boost....

gasp! it's ___ already!

i think tht's probably the line which i use too much, well u know u can't blame a person who is at constant semi conscious state. i think i'm only conscious when i get to buy new stuff.. oh that's not exactly true cos i always regret the money i spend. so. stop. i. am. semi. conscious. now. things been going well. i bought the foundation i want, bought the red heels i have ALWAYS wanted (it's marc jacob!), watched he's not that into you (omgureallycantmissit!), bought some of the little things from the list i built in my previous post. LOL. oh and got the high waist military skirt i bought ages ago online! yea. so things like these happi-fy me. :)

on a more serious note, i think i should really get my ass on searching for an internship and apply for summer programmes already.

ok.. i gotta digress abit.. i jus opened my hotmail and i found this omg! LOL

Hi dear,
how are you today i hope that every thing is ok with you as it is my great pleassure to contact you in having communication with you, please i wish you will have the desire with me so that we can get to know each other better and see what happened in future.
i will be very happy if you can write me through my email for easiest communication and to know all about each other, and also give you my pictures and details about me, here is my email (winnyand02@yahoo.com) i will be waiting to hear from you as i wish you all the best for your day.
your new friend Winny.

ahhahhahahaa.. what the hell is this???

hmm.. wht does it mean by having desire with her or maybe him :S??

ok nvm. ISHALLSTOPBEINGSUCHABITCH.

anyways..

this post is just to annoy the hell out of you. and me. cos i got nothing. scratch that. cos i got no mood to do serious stuff and cos someone is out buying STUFFS leaving me alone at home-_-

home home =)

imma home! days been pretty packed with things. saturday was a cousin's wedding, sunday was a relative's son one year old birthday. so needless to say, i gained my normal weight again =)

homecoming becomes less and less exciting, i love my home in ipoh dun get me wrong but what i meant is home as in the bigger family home in some place some distance away from ipoh. a place where my mom grew up in and where i spent alot of my childhood days in. i witness the ugliest scene a family could have, how ugly things between ones that were once so close to each other could end up be, how ugly someone can be from the outside and worse in the inside, home politics in the midst of goverment politics (both equally intense and ridiculous and not to mention, shameful) and how disrespectful grown up children could be towards parents of old age. i think i'd never forget the ear piercing screaming angry voices, the finger pointings and the aged's disappointed sighs.

so anyways, other than the same old boring story, i suddenly realise i got so much to buy with my ever so limited monetory reseources. LOL. i just put my list here in case i ever forget.

to buy:
1. chanel double foundation compact or clarins truly matte liquid foundation ( i cant seem to make up my mind -.-)
2. make up pouch
3. mineral blusher
4. make up brush set
5. eyeliner
6. hawaianas slippers
7. facial products travel kit
8. kose black masque
9. shorts and bras!
10. new wallet and a new handbag

to do:
1. finance law project
2. write my intership applicationsssssss
3. check out summer programme
4. study research method and do the goddamn tutorials
5. do all the tutorials
6. and the projs :(
7. call grpmates to postpone the meeting
8. call someone named GK to arrange proj meet.. toast to our second collaboration LOL
9. watch he's not that into you! yay!
10. study for valuation

alright tht's about it.. i actually feel guilty slacking at home during term break :S

the day i am going home =)

guess what! me+burger king (again)+ bed+class in 1.5 hours+computer+blogger! hahaa.. haven't been doing this for a very very long time i think..

so i'm going home tonight, will have to skip research class at night again (which u can't blame me cos 1. i really have to go home to attend my cousin's wedding. 2. night classes are bitch, friday night classes are total dread. 3. the lecturer's a bitch too LOL) been going home quite often for the past few months, but the stays have been short and brief including this of course. i have tons to catch up on so will only stay for a few days.. i've been starting to struggle since..the first week of school?? hahaa..and the work this semester piled up so fast that i don't have time to whine.

...

i can't write -_-

so a few things i had to get before i go home (all of which, i haven't gotten yet cos i dun have time)
1. Q's present
2. mom's oilment (4 bottles-.-)
3. bro's loafers??
4. bus ticket?!

yea.. sad to say, i haven't gotten any of the above yet. sorry. not that i don't love you guys but i've been busy. but seriously, why am i so busy?? -.- not that i got alot of things done.. ithinkifailmygermanvocabtestagain. GArrrr.

ok. i seriously forgot how to write. so updates lately:

1. my sis said we lost touch cos we never see each other anymore. haha. WH i totally understand how u feel with lj!

2. spent the first Vday of my life. like really a Vday Vday =)

3. busy with school. well. kinda. more like struggling all the time.

4. internet shopping is fun and cheap and easy. which the culprit really is my sis not me, i only wear and pay.. occasionally. LOL.

5. missed 'he's not that into you' yesterday cos everybody decided to watch midnight show suddenly -_- imagine the sian-ness!

6. someone pisses off too many people, and i hav to bear the neverending nagging.

7. i have to buy new makeup

8. my slippers splitted into half when i was in school alone. it was traumatising.

9. been swimming with WH =) i still can't really finish one lap without taking a break in the middle.

10. my face is crap.

11. malaysia's political scandals amuse me all the time. especially the last one, naked photos--> sex scandals? it's apparently a very immoral act to sleep naked and have your photos taken so much so that people can threaten your position in politics with just the photos? seriously, can't they play a smarter trick????

ok that's all. please do pardon my lack of writing ability. :P

there's very little time when i'm alone lately, sometimes i am really thankful for that, but there are times i wish i can pull back so i could have some time reflecting on myself. i went to munmunland again. there, i walked pass famous amos, the smell of fresh baked cookies gave me a jolt, a jolt that reminded me the naiveness of a childhood idealism. then i walked pass that key grinding shop, i couldn't really recall what had happened there. and so i walked again, enticed by that familiar scent and that familiar warmth hmmm:), the field were so green at the other side, just like oldtimes. i missed that run i used to make when i was little and so i rushed there. but alas, i ran into a big infinite clear glass and gave myself a swollen head. then i turned around, there was this huge theme park with a giant roller coaster and this lovely mary go round. the beautiful unicorns were dancing elegantly on that platform, children were smiling and waving their hands at their loved ones and so were the loved ones did the children. i wanted so much to get a ride and so i walked there. the unicorns stopped dancing and frowned upon my presence. they weren't so hostile the last time i saw them. everyone surrounding me was minding their own business, each was too preoccupied to acknowledge my presence no matter how much tantrum i threw or how loud i screamed. then i ceased all that. i braved myself and took the roller coaster, it is a neverending ride. my heart drops everytime it takes a turn or dives to the deepest hollow. but for that few seconds when it doesnt turn nor dive, the beautiful scenes over the green field, takes my breath away. it is an exciting ride nonetheless.

the 25 facts about me

cos i got tagged and i dun like exposing myself on facebook (facebook is scary)

1. i'm turning 23 this year and the thought scares me time and again
2. i love school (prefer school) and i dread the the thought of needing to start work after graduation.
3. i dun talk when i'm lazy. (which really happens abit too much)
4. i babble when i'm high from whatever that makes me high at that moment.
5. yea. by the time i reach here u'd already have known i'm lame. and boring.
6. i love walking on the beach and i try to walk on the beach once a week or every other week.
7. i tend to say stupid things which piss people off.
8. i swam 2 days ago, and my body ache till now -_-
9. i am a typical libran who is terribly indecisive.
10. i do not drink coffee, especially coffee with milk.
11. i'm a very insecure person.
12. someone told me he thought i was an autistic the first time we met, my grandma thought i was a mute when i was a baby. LOL.
13. i embarrass myself a bit too often.
14. i'm a scatterbrain who can't remember any details of my life. jus recently, i was late to the first 3 lectures of my german class and missed my first german tutorial class. cos i couldnt remember the venue or the time of my class.
15. i secretly wish every once in a while that time would stop so i can stop lagging behind everybody, and so that i can steal a few dresses from the stores and nobody would know.
16. i think i'm a better confidant to my male friends than my females friends cos there are more guys who'd tell me their problems as compared to girls who do.
17. i'm an anti social freak.
18. i'm not as good as i appear to be.
19. i've always dream of going different places in the world. :)
20. i'm known for my laziness, absentee-ness and messiness.
21. i love to talk or listen to my parents talk. cos they are really the cutest couple.
22. although u may never realise it, even if u hang out with me very often, i'm fat in certain area.
23. i hate it when people are over boastful and thinks they know everything.
24. i dislike ginger ALOT.
25. i wish i am prettier, i have more money and that i am more intelligent.