to humour someone and someone

NAME 7 THINGS THAT MUST ALWAYS BE IN YOUR BAG
-wallet
-water
-mobile
-transponder
-tissue
-book?
-baby dict :(

Name 3 things you do when you’re really stressed:
-hide in munmunland
-whine
-alco?

Name 5 favorite flowers:
-lavender
-baby's breath
-roses
-morning glory
-lilies (dunno many names of flowers :S)

What are you thinking about right now?
-I am very tired

Where is your mom?
-ipoh

Where do you sleep?
-on my bed

W here did you get the pants you’re wearing now?
-vivo city

What was the last thing you ate?
-thai fried rice with extra sambal

What kind of cellphone service do you have?
-Starhub and Maxis

What is the closest item near you that is green?
-water bottle and wenhui dears blog.. hehe..

What is the last tv series you watched?
-i watched alot.. the last one which i just finished is John Amsterdam

When did you last feel a tree with your bare hands?
-tht's tricky.. i dun remember

THE STRANGE ELEVEN odd facts about yourself:

1. Are you photo addict?
-of myself? LOL.. yeaa

2. What were you doing this afternoon at12pm?
-LOL.. making 2 of my hunnies walked from arts school to SDE for nothing

3. Do you care for your Friendster?
-sometimes

4. How many different beverages have you drank since yesterday?
-3

5. What are three things you hate?
-the weather
-the lazy bug which parasitize my body since forever
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6. What do you wish for?
-there're too many.. i wish i can do well in exam, i wish i can get a nice room, i wish i can get a good internship, i wish i can go holiday during the vacation.. i wish i hav brain brawn and beauty and money.. hahha

7. When was the last time you got really hurt?
-today.. when my brain cheated my body to walk from arts school to SDE to find my 'lost' matric card.. i feel so cheated by my brain =(

8. Any plans for tonight?
-mug mug mug mug mug

9. Something you are excited about?
- the room i'm goin to view this saturday!

10 . What is your favorite flavor of ice-cream?
- cookies and cream!

11 . Describe your keychains?
- :S.. does thumbdrive and the little bank device tht tag along with my keys count?

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1. Do you know anyone in prison?
-dun think so

2. If so, who?
-

3. Party girl/boy or Home girl/boy?
-home girl and getting homier and homier

4. Have you ever gotten naked at a party?!
-LOL hell no!

5. Name someone you miss.
-Someone.. :P

pain in the ass

" i's soo demotivated right now=("
awww..it's ok.. go take a rest

"no i can't.. i've been resting all day=("
aww... come on here.. a big hug for you

"the weather is so hot i feel like killing myself=("
*sympathetic* go take a cold shower

"i dun feel like eating cos noone eats with me today=("
ooh so poor thing... go buy some food please or else you wont have enough energy to pull through tonight's revision

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this is getting annoying

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fuck off

i wan to share my story

i hope this can keep me sane..

1.Do you believe in love at first sight?

- I feel sorry for those who do

2.Where is the place that you want to go most?

- Barcelona

3.What is your most embarrassing moment?

-i had a hard time thinking of any..well.. considering i embarrass myself every other second

4.What are you afraid to lose the most now?

- yes.. my sanity

5.If you win $1 million, what would you do?

- I'll fly to barcelona after my exam(that's if i survive it) and of course! I'll rent myself and my sister a condo..no fugly HDB for me..

6.If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

- that's wht i do everyday.. except.. i dun really meet him

7.Movies that I enjoy most?

- light-heartening ones

8.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

- Tall dark and handsome...uh hum

9.What annoys you the most?

-right now... fucking acronyms.. i hate hate hate hate acronyms..freaking those who use acronyms in every sentences cos they're too lazy to spell it out.. screw you.. do u expect everyone to know wht HUDC, MC and HIP are?????

10.Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or kiss?

- I could really use a hug right now

11.Will you choose a guy who is good looking but not that smart or a guy who is not that good looking but quite smart?

- well.. if he's smart and boring.. i'd prefer he's good looking and boring..

12.What do you think are the most important things in your life?

- Health, Loved ones, brain, money

13.Will you join politics?

- no

14.Are you a shopaholic or not?

- no.. not now.. exams really can turn u off over many things

15.If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?

- my inferiority and my lack of determination

16.What's on your mind right now?

- i'm damn busted

17.What's the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?

- i tore an ant into 2 parts and it still could move

18.What are the nicest moments that ever happened in your life so far?

- hmm.. i really dun hav a good memory.. spending time with loved ones i supposed..oh.. i can remember one.. when he hold my hand for the first time.. hehehhehe..*blushed*

19.Do you believe that love can be everlasting?

-yea.. some of them

20.What will you do today if tomorrow Earth is gonna be destroyed?

- stop studying for my damn marketing paper tomorrow and of cos rush home to be with my family.

nutella crave

plsss.. help me...

i'm dying from the sudden attack of nutella crave.. oh god.. this is terrible..and i'm starting to hallucinate..

see see see.. they're heavenly made... god's gift...

i wan my nutella...

wow.. tht's not bad at all for a bath...

omg.... kill me already...

um.. will u just excuse me for a minute.. i hav a nutella to catch..

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tada..and we live happily ever after....

blame it on endless valuation lecture webcasting.. kwame's voice is driving me crazy...

enchanted

i'm truly enchanted.. i just watched it from the internet.. and man.. to think i refused to watch it in cinema last time cos it was just too kiddish.. in case you don't already know.. i'm one of those obnoxious i-dun-believe-in-fairy-tale-cos-it's-bullshit persons.. LOL

the story is about a princess from the fairy tale who suddenly fell into the reality.. the story reminds people how simple things could be.. it is such a big contrast between what we believe as a little kid and now as an adult. it sets us thinking, since when we don't believe in happily ever after?

in the fairy tale, the word angry doesn't exist, so does the word divorce...cockroaches,rats, chipmunks, birds are men's best friends..they help to do house chores.. princesses can cut the curtain or the carpet to make the dresses they wan to wear each morning.. and the birds and chipmunks would come and help them.. and when they're out from shower, birds will come wrap the towel around them.

why does the world have to be so complicated??????

'but it doesn't have to be!'

how does she know you love her
how does she know she's yours
how do you show her you love her
You've got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader
Each day do something to need her
To believe you love her

I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince, I'm hoping, comes with this
That's what brings ever-aftering so happy
That's the reason we need lips so much
For lips are the only things that touch
So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

aaahh.. i wan to go to andalasia!

omg..i jus used pink fonts!

my neighbour susie

my neighbor susie is from the states who is here for exchange.. we always bump into each other at the doorstep, in the toilet, in the pantry or the corridor...let's see the very few examples of how our conversations were like every time we meet..

scene 1:
moi: hey :D
susie: oh hey.. how are you?
moi: i'm good.. how are you?
susie: oh good! i've just been to bangkok for the weekend......*keeps talking bout her exciting weekend*
moi: wow.. tht's so fun!
susie: yea.. totally. how was your weekend?
moi: oh.. i was busy studying and have a few papers to write..
susie: *sympathetic face* awww...
moi: yep..well.. i'll see you around..

scene 2:
moi: hey... how's your weekend?
susie: oh.. i went to cambodia with a few of my frens during the weekend
moi: ooh.. was it fun?
susie? yea.. it was alot of fun! but it's not very clean there.. few of us got food poisoning and we went... ... *went on bout her exciting trip*
moi: ooh really.. i've never been to cambodia before..
susie: really?.. where have you been to then?
moi: hmm.. hur hur.. singapore... andofcosafewplacesinmalaysia..
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scene 3:
moi: *smiles*
susie: hey how are you?..
moi: good.. how abut you?how's your day?
susie: oh today i went to munchy's monkey.. my fren had a gig there..
moi: oh! was that fun?
susie: yea.. it was... there were lotsa food and music goin on...*continues with her exciting day*... how was your day?
moi: oh mine? was pathetic.. i am still working on my paper..
susie: aww *sympathetic face*

scene 4:(at night)
moi: hey..
susie: hey how are you? how's your day? done with your paper yet?
moi: haven't.. but i've done my part.. so i can relax tonight..
susie: wow great..*ready to go out*
moi: where are you goin?
susie: goin out.. its wednesday.. the ladies night!
moi: ooh right...it's wednesday already
susie: do you wanna come? u should..it's gonna be fun!
moi: hmm.. tempted.. but i'm goin to have to pass.. feel kinda tired today.. maybe next time..
susie: aww.. ok.. u seem really busy.. do you like EVER go out this semester?
moi: *got alil too defensive* yea.. of cos... i do go out..
susie: ooh yea of cos.. jus not as much as you've used to, right?
moi: hur..hur.. yea.. not as much.........

scene 5:
moi: hey wht've u been doin today?
susie: ooh.. i just came back from sentosa.. there's this performance by NUS.. so we jus went to check it out..
moi: *ask me ASK ME*
susie: so how's your day?
moi: *yay!* oh.. i went to watch a movie.. and had a nice dinner with my frens :D:D:D
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LOL.. see how pathetic my life is...

perfect love

me n nor both agreed that if we dun wan to end up being 高龄产妇 we need to find our mr right by age 25. and she wanna date for 5 years before getting married.. so if you do the math.. we should get hold of mr right right bout...... now?? '''

then i talked to mr ck.. seems tht we have very similar views on love.. or rather, perfect love. wht's perfect love exactly? to me, the chance of meeting perfect true love is slimmer than striking toto.. to me, true love lasts, at least mentally..

haven't you ever come across wrinkled old couple who hold hands, who feed each other food or wipe away each other's sweat? and haven't you feel awed by how long their affections has lasts? you'll go like AWWWWW.. SOOOooo SWEET!! it always touched me to see these couples.. they're the most beautiful couples to watch at.

* love *

and i do recall a 80 year old man telling me bout his wife.. 'she was the best wife i could have' that was how he describe his wife.. never find himself a new wife after a few decades she has left him.. and tht was one of the most touching things i have heard in my life..

to me perfect love means letting your loved know u love him or her every chance you got.. be there anytime u could be whenever u need him or her.. to miss him or her every second you part..be able to read each other's mind without having to say it out loud.. be able to tolerate the shortcomings and embrace the beauty of the perfect match..

have u ever dream of a fairytale.. you wake up every morning.. the one lying beside you is the love of your life.. he plants a kiss on your forehead.. then you'd make him breakfast.. he'd come behind and giv you a back hug... and then you'll both go to work.. and have someone to come back to every night =)

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ok.. dun laugh.. i know.. i need a brain check again..

*lovesick*

somebody complains he never get featured wo

uh-oh

someone's goin to be really mad at me.. ToT.. my mom always land me in trouble.....

sigh...

it's all my fault lar ok.. tht's the consequences of being too bored.. it jus accidentally slipped my mouth tht she got a 200 bucks belt.. LOL LOL LOL... ok.. i know.. damn bitchy lar me..

and today marks the 12th month.. and whether it's auspicious or not. i took out the string tht has been with me for more than half a year jus now cos it jus smell too bad..


this is wht i seized from him..hehe

uh-hum..

LOL.. totally irrelevant..

bored

i know..i've been using this word excessively these days.. it's just tht i really really feel bored.. if u dun believe, i list how my days are from last monday to sunday.

hmm..

screw it.. i dun remember..i only remember the endles proj and a pain in the ass proj grpmate who hasn't send us his goddamn work which he was supposed to send last tues.

ok.. maybe weekend is more worth mentioning..

hmm...

friday..i seriously need to get my brain checked... why all i remembered was my proj.. OH YA... tht was the day i left my hostel to have dinner with my sis before she went back to ipoh!!! it wasnt quite a pleasant one as i sweated like a pig during the painful endless bus waiting..

and saturday.. had some small talks with some new frens i made in the kitchen accompanied by some nutella muffin..then at night! the highlight of the week! managed to catch a movie with wenhui n liana.. which the whole time i was feeling a tad bit guilty leaving my hostel room..i suspect i must be under some spell seriously.. hmm..

and sunday.. which was supposed to be a meaningful day.. but both of us din bother to remember.. until it suddenly struck me today how special was yest.. *i wan my bouquet of flower too.. or maybe a box of chocolate*

oh and seems like everyone's getting married.. since i'm bored and all..maybe its time.. hmmm

damn..

i seriously need to get my brain checked...

and i think my blog lack some pictures..

hehe.. my bro damn good looking..

with wenhui in the ramen restaurant.

yenny, and me hiding behind.. and there's reason why hide behind :(

see he's damn cute.. give me back my youth! and u probably know by now why i have to hide behind :( :(

lijing.. doesn't she look good in pictures?? GRrrr..

last picture.. taken in the diaper changing room.. haha.. wtf right..

i'm still feeling bored... -_-

i've learnt, the hard way

the longer i'm here, the more i learnt about the world. how's it's changing from the humble society, from the simple agrarian society, from the world where only basic necessities are important, from the world where family ties were put in the first place.

So, What's with the world today?

everybody's chasing the intangibles.. knowledge?wealth?career? victory? no? what are you looking for? why are you constantly racing against time?

studying is not merely for knowledge anymore.. the joy of being a student has been seized. quoted from my soci last semester, we are all trapped by the society. It's a world of meritocracy, or rather, the dog eat dog world.. u're not good enough? bust! u're not smart enough? get lost! you're not competent? go sell newspaper on the street!

and u must hide your weakness. tell ppl u're weak at sth? think they'll help you? u're totally wrong! they will think u're useless even they are your close ones.. apologize when sth goes wrong? triple quadrapole wrong! if u do tht, EVERYTHING IS YOUR FAULT!

ok..i'm turning into a angry person nowadays.. pardon me.. stress is not good for the mental health.. mine is deteriorating '''

i wan a pair of mary jane's shoes

when i wear my mary jane's shoe
could i really escape from the blues
would my world turn brighter?
would my heavy steps turned lighter and lighter?

i wan my pair of mary jane's
if it could bring me back to when i was seven
if it could make me feel like i'm in heaven

if i'm in mary jane's shoes
i could enjoy the spins
music could have another dimension
and I would dance with a different perception

when i step into this mary jane's shoes of mine
everything turns beautiful

i wan my pair of mary jane's shoes
=)

a day of bliss

haha.. no.. my day wasnt a bliss.. i spent my day writing my jap paper...so was yest, and the day before, and probably the day before the day before.. hahhaa.. it wasn't that the paper was very hard to write.. but due to my habit of procrastinating and short-focus-span, i often spent more time than others to finish up my assignment.. tht probably started since primary school when my mom always say i ‘做1下，玩3下’

i always complain i feel very incompetent here.. i used not to think so.. haha.. i used to think i was quite smart so i din work very hard. Days weren't blissful during my secondary school years but it was considered smooth as i got fairly good results in the 3 government exams i took.

maybe i've been within my comfort zone for too long. i dun have the motivation or rather, the determination to work harder to get to at least on the same par of my fellow peers. that is probably the main reason y i never do well in the uni.. my bf always say i complain everyday but but show no signs of hardworking at all. it annoys me everytime he says that..why are you watching drama again?? why u said u hav no time?? lol... yea.. tht's me.. even when i'm very busy.. i hav time for drama! -.-

there was a guest lecture 2 days, given by a alumni who is a big shot in some very big company sigh.. prof said we must really go get what we want, like really, really, really go for it.. or tht's wht i heard.. -.-.. then at night when i open my mail box, another prof sent us an email.. asked us to go for internship, *prof ar, dun like tht can or not.. u guys are making me very tired,' sighs the lazy dreamqueen* All this competitions and all this prep talks are damn tiring. and every now and then, surely there will be someone who will bring up the ways to achieve the BRIGHT FUTURE. i know, i know..i am not a person with BIG dreams n HUGE aspirations.. but really, i sometimes do wonder.. does anyone in at least one point in time, agrees that we are all working too hard??? LOL.. i guess the answer it's not...

can i take another night off?? you wouldn't race me again, would you??

没人管！！

ToT

谁来疼我?????

lol.. it's always good to know there's someone there for you when u needed them.. but at times like this.. it's better to know you are strong enough to handle it on your own instead of waiting for the support from others..

another night of diligence

i wish i haven't been so hardworking that i was doin my report in my dreams...

ToT

an unbelievable day

i feel like there is a very big gulp of frustration/anger/annoyance/sadness up on my throat... i cant believe how unlucky one can get in one single day....

I woke up this morning with a thousand pound of dreadfulness, another long day.. i thought to myself.. and couldn't bring myself to get out from the bed.. (a bed with a stain, thanks to my sis)

As i was all prepared and leaving the room, i thought to myself.. hmm... where is my e-dictionary?? i haven't seen it for quite some time.. To my horror... i COuldn't find it.. and i rummaged up n down, left and right of my tiny room.. but it's nowhere to be found.. there goes the 400 bucks dictionary.. it really means alot to me.. it's a gift from my parents.. i hope it will come back to me soon :(

went for a proj meeting which is the other side of the country..the meet went quite normal.. with a few kinks here and there.. and in the middle of it.. i had severe stomachache.. but turned well after i passed them all out..someone said its not good to say the s word in public..

so after the long 3.5 hours.. i was very relieved i could get out from there and ran for the appointment to view room.. which is again.. at the opposite side of the country..and suddenly thought of how ppl here likes to ffk.. i sms the owner to make sure he's at home..

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very expectedly.. he forgot.. asked for my gender.. wtf.... SIMONE IS A GIRL'S NAME!!!! and true enough, due to their nature of ffk-ing ppl... he said he was goin out.. asked me to come another day...can anyone ask this fuckers go eat shit..

ok.. calm......

was quite happy having dinner with sis and went shopping for conditioner in a shop tht sell really cheap stuffss...

then there was the long waiting session of bus no. 183... it came 20 mins later... which u know wht?? some bitches blocked my way... they wanted to take tht bus also.. but was too busy patting their butt.. or maybe their butt too heavy.. or their fat legs glued to the ground.. or maybe their hand so fat and heavy they couldnt reach out to flag the damn bus.. AND 183 left!!!!!!! i was soooooooo angry i had to giv an angry glare at them.. and the ppl who were sitting beside me must had been thinking why this girl looked so hostile.. lol

and after wht felt like forever... i reached my hostel.. searched up and down for my beloved dictionary again.. but to no avail.. sighhh

i guessed the good thing of the night is talking to mommy.. felt sooooo 100000 times better after pouring my dissatisfaction i have towards life nowww..

haha... peaceee..

dear my baby dict,

thanks for being with me all this while.. i love you very much.. pls come back to mommy soon k??

love,
mommy who has a stupid brain and needs u very much

after the 6 hours in the national library of singapore

and the awkward few hours with somebody and somebody's special someone...

as i thought everything is good, as i thought today is a very accomplished day..

then marketing proj called

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ToT

i am really tired...

i hav a date tonight!

woo... i'm goin to xiang qing today... lalalalalala

*panicked*

what shud i wear? wht shud i wear?

jus hope i wont trip over the steamboat '''

i dun hav enough time to shit

i USED TO think this line is funny...

no, it's not because i hav a better sense of humor now.. but because i really dun hav enough time to shit

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