haha.. no.. my day wasnt a bliss.. i spent my day writing my jap paper...so was yest, and the day before, and probably the day before the day before.. hahhaa.. it wasn't that the paper was very hard to write.. but due to my habit of procrastinating and short-focus-span, i often spent more time than others to finish up my assignment.. tht probably started since primary school when my mom always say i ‘做1下，玩3下’
i always complain i feel very incompetent here.. i used not to think so.. haha.. i used to think i was quite smart so i din work very hard. Days weren't blissful during my secondary school years but it was considered smooth as i got fairly good results in the 3 government exams i took.
maybe i've been within my comfort zone for too long. i dun have the motivation or rather, the determination to work harder to get to at least on the same par of my fellow peers. that is probably the main reason y i never do well in the uni.. my bf always say i complain everyday but but show no signs of hardworking at all. it annoys me everytime he says that..why are you watching drama again?? why u said u hav no time?? lol... yea.. tht's me.. even when i'm very busy.. i hav time for drama! -.-
there was a guest lecture 2 days, given by a alumni who is a big shot in some very big company sigh.. prof said we must really go get what we want, like really, really, really go for it.. or tht's wht i heard.. -.-.. then at night when i open my mail box, another prof sent us an email.. asked us to go for internship, *prof ar, dun like tht can or not.. u guys are making me very tired,' sighs the lazy dreamqueen* All this competitions and all this prep talks are damn tiring. and every now and then, surely there will be someone who will bring up the ways to achieve the BRIGHT FUTURE. i know, i know..i am not a person with BIG dreams n HUGE aspirations.. but really, i sometimes do wonder.. does anyone in at least one point in time, agrees that we are all working too hard??? LOL.. i guess the answer it's not...
can i take another night off?? you wouldn't race me again, would you??
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not bliss meh...u spend 2 hours plus with me doing nothing and knockin on ppl's door summore....:P
hahaha.. shhhesssh.. later she see this!!
QUAN:u knock on ppl's dooor??!!!..........u very naughty...
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