a day of bliss

haha.. no.. my day wasnt a bliss.. i spent my day writing my jap paper...so was yest, and the day before, and probably the day before the day before.. hahhaa.. it wasn't that the paper was very hard to write.. but due to my habit of procrastinating and short-focus-span, i often spent more time than others to finish up my assignment.. tht probably started since primary school when my mom always say i ‘做1下，玩3下’

i always complain i feel very incompetent here.. i used not to think so.. haha.. i used to think i was quite smart so i din work very hard. Days weren't blissful during my secondary school years but it was considered smooth as i got fairly good results in the 3 government exams i took.

maybe i've been within my comfort zone for too long. i dun have the motivation or rather, the determination to work harder to get to at least on the same par of my fellow peers. that is probably the main reason y i never do well in the uni.. my bf always say i complain everyday but but show no signs of hardworking at all. it annoys me everytime he says that..why are you watching drama again?? why u said u hav no time?? lol... yea.. tht's me.. even when i'm very busy.. i hav time for drama! -.-

there was a guest lecture 2 days, given by a alumni who is a big shot in some very big company sigh.. prof said we must really go get what we want, like really, really, really go for it.. or tht's wht i heard.. -.-.. then at night when i open my mail box, another prof sent us an email.. asked us to go for internship, *prof ar, dun like tht can or not.. u guys are making me very tired,' sighs the lazy dreamqueen* All this competitions and all this prep talks are damn tiring. and every now and then, surely there will be someone who will bring up the ways to achieve the BRIGHT FUTURE. i know, i know..i am not a person with BIG dreams n HUGE aspirations.. but really, i sometimes do wonder.. does anyone in at least one point in time, agrees that we are all working too hard??? LOL.. i guess the answer it's not...

can i take another night off?? you wouldn't race me again, would you??

没人管！！

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谁来疼我?????

lol.. it's always good to know there's someone there for you when u needed them.. but at times like this.. it's better to know you are strong enough to handle it on your own instead of waiting for the support from others..

another night of diligence

i wish i haven't been so hardworking that i was doin my report in my dreams...

ToT

an unbelievable day

i feel like there is a very big gulp of frustration/anger/annoyance/sadness up on my throat... i cant believe how unlucky one can get in one single day....

I woke up this morning with a thousand pound of dreadfulness, another long day.. i thought to myself.. and couldn't bring myself to get out from the bed.. (a bed with a stain, thanks to my sis)

As i was all prepared and leaving the room, i thought to myself.. hmm... where is my e-dictionary?? i haven't seen it for quite some time.. To my horror... i COuldn't find it.. and i rummaged up n down, left and right of my tiny room.. but it's nowhere to be found.. there goes the 400 bucks dictionary.. it really means alot to me.. it's a gift from my parents.. i hope it will come back to me soon :(

went for a proj meeting which is the other side of the country..the meet went quite normal.. with a few kinks here and there.. and in the middle of it.. i had severe stomachache.. but turned well after i passed them all out..someone said its not good to say the s word in public..

so after the long 3.5 hours.. i was very relieved i could get out from there and ran for the appointment to view room.. which is again.. at the opposite side of the country..and suddenly thought of how ppl here likes to ffk.. i sms the owner to make sure he's at home..

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very expectedly.. he forgot.. asked for my gender.. wtf.... SIMONE IS A GIRL'S NAME!!!! and true enough, due to their nature of ffk-ing ppl... he said he was goin out.. asked me to come another day...can anyone ask this fuckers go eat shit..

ok.. calm......

was quite happy having dinner with sis and went shopping for conditioner in a shop tht sell really cheap stuffss...

then there was the long waiting session of bus no. 183... it came 20 mins later... which u know wht?? some bitches blocked my way... they wanted to take tht bus also.. but was too busy patting their butt.. or maybe their butt too heavy.. or their fat legs glued to the ground.. or maybe their hand so fat and heavy they couldnt reach out to flag the damn bus.. AND 183 left!!!!!!! i was soooooooo angry i had to giv an angry glare at them.. and the ppl who were sitting beside me must had been thinking why this girl looked so hostile.. lol

and after wht felt like forever... i reached my hostel.. searched up and down for my beloved dictionary again.. but to no avail.. sighhh

i guessed the good thing of the night is talking to mommy.. felt sooooo 100000 times better after pouring my dissatisfaction i have towards life nowww..

haha... peaceee..

dear my baby dict,

thanks for being with me all this while.. i love you very much.. pls come back to mommy soon k??

love,
mommy who has a stupid brain and needs u very much

after the 6 hours in the national library of singapore

and the awkward few hours with somebody and somebody's special someone...

as i thought everything is good, as i thought today is a very accomplished day..

then marketing proj called

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i am really tired...

i hav a date tonight!

woo... i'm goin to xiang qing today... lalalalalala

*panicked*

what shud i wear? wht shud i wear?

jus hope i wont trip over the steamboat '''

i dun hav enough time to shit

i USED TO think this line is funny...

no, it's not because i hav a better sense of humor now.. but because i really dun hav enough time to shit

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