Exam is coming to an end. The last paper is 4 days away and me being my usual self, feel super lazy to study as every place is full of festive happiness. :D just came back from shopping for suitable outfit for my December trip, it’s been a while since my last girl’s outing, it felt really good

Today is one of those very unproductive days in the study week, it’s especially so when u’re totally burnt out from the previous papers. This last one would be the toughest of all and I do not feel like studying anymore. While I was happily enjoying my life, M being a concern boyfriend, consulted the class genius and made him give me tuition. Lol. It starts tomorrow. :s

A lot came back to me lately, maybe it’s the combination of stress and hormones. The blogs that I read related me back to where I was, there reminded me of the times that I would get scared because I don’t know what would happen someday, scared that he will meet someone else he likes more and leave me. but those are the uncertainties that everyone has to deal with. I have to constantly remind myself not to hold back but believe.

lol…acting emo again, anyways I think I really deserve all the C’s I have gotten in my entire life. It is no wonder I’d never get an ‘A’ in NUS cos ppl who get A study at least 5 times before exam when I never even finish 1 time zzz…

oh and I am going to miss my fateful SIA interview. Sighs, why it always has to be this way?