Just like any other study day, I sat at the café by the window studying, sipping hot chocolate while staring out at the walking pedestrians every now and then. Some were chit chatting some were talking on the phone, some were just walking aimlessly, some were sitting on the ram and others are just walking pass. Everyone seemed so carefree and unaffected by the gloominess of the weather. I recalled yesterday, of that daunting moment. Then the flashbacks from some years back came back, I remember they were much worse last time. Beats me, it may probably be I'm immune to it over the years or maybe it's because I have much more faith now. Whatever it is, I hope everything will be alright. J