As I sat churning my readings, it suddenly hit me, how would things be like if I were to sit at the exact same spot 10 years later? I am perhaps what people would call active pessimistic where I would constantly look at the bad sides even when I am perfectly happy. If I were to come to starbucks in 10 years time, I would probably be alone, my bag might still have that soft toy which I carry with me wherever I go. Will I stare at the toy for so long and cry over the many silly debates I once got into over who was the real buyer of this toy? Things like that always keep me occupied when I zone out from study, so much so that they affect my moods every time when I do that.

Studying today has gone not bad. I felt almost guilty when he kept asking me whether I understand my readings and reminded me constantly to ask mr genius when I didn't. LOL. The problem with me is, I'm so clueless with what's going on with this module that I don't even know what I don't know. Although talking to a super brain did wreck my nerve a lot, studying sure got more interesting with those two, oh, and not to mention the very weird friend who stole him away for one whole afternoon. Seeing him reminds me of another infamous classmate of mine, both of which I don't dare to walk near to.

I'm planning on how to host the guests who I have invited so far. I think I need a long detailed plan or they will kill me for the severe boredom that they would suffer in my hometown.