hello from singapore 2 (lazy bones of mine kept procrastinating this post)

woots! I LOVE BEING IN SINGAPORE! especially the sunshine that shines so brightly into my face at 8am every morning and it never fails to wake me up to the ever fun-filled life everyday. haha. fuck that.

haven't been posting for quite some time, blame the streamyx at home. a fair bits had happened for the past weeks. am glad i didn't make it to the vietnam trip. well. almost glad.

so yea. my cousin got married with 2 wedding days (freaking tiring i tell you). it was alot of fun getting together with all the cousins and crapping so much that singaporeans might reckon the whole malaysia population to be as suaku and indecent as us. haha but heck, we are proud to be kampong! despite the happiness and all, i think this pretty much scares everyone from getting married far from home. or even getting married at all. and especially when your parents in laws are crap and u have to live with them -_-.

and norven flew off to germany few days ago. oh that makes me what? one friend less from the already pathetic number of friends i have. oh well. i guess lonely woman are destined to be lonely. haha. don't get me wrong. i got very very excited to hear from her from doha, and beautiful germany. and another darling leaving town today. hate it! but lucky i get to see her off.

oh and my freaking result. i don't want to be vulgar but !@#$%^&*(!! .. ok. i guess u get the idea. i know i make this vow every semester, but today i swear upon my mole-less-above-lips-face-area that i will turn into a decent nerd this semester. i shall study with compassion.

i wont blame u if u decide to close this stupid blog now. haha. forgive me sometimes i can't stand myself too. anyhoo! it's the last day of 2008. i always thought that 2009 comes abit too soon. i still remember how i spent the last eve exactly :). and how i always make resolutions and never keep to them. hence! i'm not going to make any this year.

oh.. maybe just this one. spend my money wisely or i really hav to cut my limbs to eat by the end of the sem -_-

things

1. there are actually places, quite a number of them, in this small little island that i haven't known of.
2. guys have their dramas too.
3. i permed my hair 2 days before the day i need to hold the sacred duty of becoming a bridesmaid. AGAIN. i just never learn do i.
4. i went to JB alone to do that, with the help of norven and her family.
5. and it doesn't look good on me.
6. nor and mei flying off soon and i haven buy them farewell gifts.
7. i spent alot. as in. really alot.
8. random bjorn is not so random anymore. LOL. he drives merz and stay in bukit timah- the singapore's beverly hills....ok. that's irrelevant
9. i'm not ready for the wedding...(yea. i know it's not like i'm the one getting married)
10. i have one day to gain back the weight i lost..(lazy ppl don't always gain weight, they lose weight too cos they are too lazy to eat)
11. oh! my bro is here!! i haven't meet him yet. but i can so smell him from here. LOL.
12. happy tree friends made me laugh yesterday.
13. the movies lately are quite boring. wasted so much of my money.
14. i pulled some pranks for mei's birthday. and she actually thought it's sweet. :) it wasn't meant to be.
15. i'm going to airport to COLLECT jenny today. haha. big cheow taught me collect is the right word.
16. sometimes the best interest u have at heart is not enough.
17. oh. and i just found out yesterday that there's another lift that serves my block! so much for climbing the stairs in heels for so many days!
18. my landlords find our cluelessness entertaining -_-
19. going home this coming monday.
20. not really. going kl this coming monday. going home when i feel like it. LOL.

when laziness gets the best of you

1. call your tuition kid and lie to her innocent soul that u're sick and u'd like to call off the session.
2. stalk random people and gets really ecstatic when u found their facebooks! haha..
3. read blogs that u haven read for a long long time
4. thinking things that you shouldn't be thinking. at all.
5. lie on the bed and surf aimlessly in the internet, and doze off and wake up again and the cycle repeats.
6. thinking about your ultra cute classmate from sweden. hahahhaa. kidding. not. yes. shuddup.
7. getting real lame like now.
8. keep imagining what next week would be like. hahaha.


oh and my sweet kid was sweet enough to remind me to take medicine. which sets me thinking, is there such medicine to cure laziness? cos i really need that. LOL.

exam aftermaths?

yea so i did shit for my exam -_- but heck.. result won't be out till end of the month...*simone acts really cool*... haih.. don't even get me started...

ANYHOooo.. something we poor students do after exam!

monday: (right after exam)

'got look no substance' LOL.. we found this very nice restaurant in our school. but the food not very nice..

the tired-after-exam looks

after much Zara-hopping.. we dined in food republic cos we all are too broke!

day 2: sentosa beach day!
hahaha.. what a farewell gift.. she got a body with single boob and an erected ahem..

our pyramid! got sweat got blood 1 lor..

day 3: party day!
the wet looks.. damn unglam.. haha..
and spot the kissing couple.. the girl was so drunk she was kissing different guys and practically finished the whole scene right at the spot 0.o

the unglam had to take a breather cos she nearly died from the heat..

me, mervyn, sis, and this random bjorn?

day 4: walk walk see see day

me with my fav nor who is also flying off to germany soon :(
haha.. see the 2 starbucks drinks?? we got it for free!

sth tragic happened today, and it struck me again how unpredictable life can be at times..
cherish, love, live, and smile,
life

sometimes i can feel his presence

'if u can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you're sad or unsure, or when u lose complete faith, then you try to see yourself through my eyes. thank you for the honor of being my wife... u made my life holly, but i'm just one chapter of yours, there'll be more, i promise..'

p.s. i love you

been wanting to write about this since i watched the movie, but i think i am brain stuck. but anyway, isn't it great to have someone who knows you better than you do yourself to watch over you all the time? : )

today is one of the very rare occasions i cook

and i flooded the kitchen floor
i'm so tired
:(

the some of the many things about exam

LOL.. when u have a camera at hand, any moment is the moment to take a picture, even when u're supposed to be studying very 'hardly'. ahem.

yesterday's investment was a killer, had the worst panic attack the night before so bad i had to call people and bug different people on msn to calm myself down. i can only attribute my sudden nerve wreck to red bull -_- it can really make your adrenaline run wild like fuck. LOL. ok. no crude words.

so anyway, yesterday felt like a treat day after the most traumatizing paper. i think our profs are (among all other things): inclined to build their happiness on our sufferings, the harder we wreck our brain, the more accomplished they feel. b) crazy. period.

oh did i mention, we need to bring at least 2 calculators during our exams? ...nvm, it's not important..

pictures:

eh why this girl so smug? ask her whether her exam over already not?

i love this picture! my barbie!

i'll have nobody to vain with after she leaves for sweden :(



ok spare you guys from my narcissism. here's a funny episode in the thai restaurant we dined in yesterday:

me: yay! finally i can eat something! i'll have this yellow ginger chicken rice!
waitress: are u sure? it's very spicy. i recommend u take other dishes instead. like this honey chicken or this fried rice.
me: hmm.. *look through the menu again* i think i'll stick with this
waitress: it's really spicy u know.
me: it's alright. please :)

after 2 mouths,
*sweating and tearing*
may: i think u should stop eating this.
me: damn.. *wave for waiter* can i get the menu, i'd like to order a soup, not spicy at all, please.

waiter: *i swear he was suppressing his laughter* ok, hmm..take this chicken tang yan soup then.
me: ok. fine.

after another 2 mouths,
waiter: hey do u need me to bring u a glass on lemon juice to go with the yellow ginger chicken?
me: hurhur.. it's ok. thanks.
waiter: *wink* so do u need it?
me: no!

upon paying the bill:
manager: did our staff warn you about the spiciness?
me: yes *dammit* she did -_-

yea.. i know..as i've said.. i'm a lot of nonsense...

on a side note,

Christmas is near! jingle bell jingle bell....*dance away like siao*

as i smile broken

something made me stayed up till almost sunrise this morning and i am truly amazed by myself, hirameki tea might had had worked its magic in my lazy brain. but apart from that, something greater kept me. i watched the video of the last lecture, a truly inspiring dying but high spirited lecturer, watched another soapy drama on a naive girl chasing her dream guy and got herself heartbroken and another on super successful and beautiful women. in the midst of all those sophisticated financial formulas, the word destiny popped out. i realized that i can only keep up and fantasize otherwise. some tiny parts of me are still in denial, but i trust the rationality of my libran nature :) as what someone has told me, look into the bigger picture :D

2 days before the BIG day

and so i haven't a single idea how would i manage to answer the 2 very sacred questions so that it helps me to get a chance to do a dissertation next semester.. haha..i know..it's a very distant connection but it's true.

i spent invested some good money so that i can get in the mood to study this month. like this lipton hirameki tea that pinkpau said is good for mugging period which has also just left me with a semi cooked tongue a few seconds ago -_- i swear i left it to cool for almost one hour but it is still steaming hot..

and something i do which will be deemed unnecessary for most people :
1. spend almost 3 hours (i'mnotkidding) travel to and fro to school library to study
2. find a nice quiet cafe with a beautiful ambiance to study
3. buy all sorts of pens (this is NECESSARY of cos)
4. treat chocolates and snacks as if they're the exam staple
5. keep a distance from my baby or else i'd end up doing this shit like now
6. stay away from my home so that the evil lazy bug in my body will go away
7. weekly dose of shopping or hangout to keep myself motivated(?!?!)

and so i decided to stay home today!
and the result is.. a very unproductive day, an extremely hungry stomach
and...




a very messy room
LOL

tht time of the month

i still remember sometime last year
it wasn't so bad
=)

teehee.. the weekend of the pig-like mugger

if my parents ever found out how we both spend our time and money, or more specifically their money, they'll probably cut us out from their financial budget and summon us back home.. hahhaa..

hehe.. taken with my handsomest latest baby panacam :D
what a baby!

yea.. i should probably cut the crap and head back to more serious stuff.. but hey.. let me present.... .... ....

hahahahha.. see the smug face omg!

the one of a kind feeling

' i don't mind not having a place to stay, don't mind not getting a job, don't mind having no money.. and i don't mind having illness.. but losing her.. it's bad'

i met with a friend the other day and he told me this. it was so sad to see him like this, he said her gf was dealing with a lot of pressures and that she can't balance her life with him. i didn't know what to say to him, sometimes love is ironic, people in love and make all kinds of vows at times when they are in love and before you know it, they are merely words that people say at the spurs of the moment. it's not that they are lies, but just words came out at that moment, and the feelings at that moment was true. like what we called 'double edge sword', these words that are once so beautiful might end up the ones that hurt most some day.

and love, some kinda sick feeling which at times you don't even realize you're feeling it. like this very funny story nor told me. there's this guy who'd been chasing this girl for the longest time, like 2 years? the girl had always been rejecting him ever since till one day he decided to give up. the funniest thing is, the girl finally feels empty and realize that she has feeling for him and they ended up together. haha.

there is this gf of mine who was 2 timing her bf, one back home and one here. i wasn't very happy knowing what she was doing, but in the end, she chose to end her fling. she was worried that the fling partner might have an emotional break down as he always show his emotional self to her, but i told her guys like this don't feel as bad as she thinks. and true enough now the fling partner is dating another girl and she was left feeling disappointed and guilty when faced with her long time bf.

and another thing i notice, some couple which last very long, some are merely just out of habit. a friend once told me, she took one whole year mourning over her 2 year relationship thinking she couldn't live without him. but it was really just a feeling. nobody is supposed to can't live without somebody else can they? and when a relationship always has encounter breakups, it really means that there is something wrong with the relationship but due to habits, couples often stick together.

then there's this very 'unique' sick characteristic some guy may possess. haha. this comes from a good-husband-material guy, he said that a good guy who genuine care for a girl WILL not come in between she and her bf unless he knows that her bf wasn't treating her right. and a guy who did that, no matter how sincere or how emotional he appears to be, it is just some sick strategies to win a girl over to feed his ego. a guy like this will keep pestering until when the girl finally gave in, he'd leave seeing that she's no more challenge to him.

i used to be very puzzled when i heard of guys being very flower hearted when girls are always the victims in the relationship as i always heard stories about guys chasing over girls and girls dumping guys and read about love novels that guys are so fantastic and loyal lover during my secondary years. dun u just miss seeing those guys who are always trying to act machos and emo to protect the girls?? haha. was i so very wrong! so i attribute this to 2 reasons. one being guys change when they grew older and realize that girls are not as precious as they thought. second is, guys have harder hearts and girls tend to feel too much.

and finally girls are probably one of the most stupid beings when they are flattered. every girl likes to flattered, admit it or not, it boosts confidence in us. when a girl stay in a relationship for too long, she tends to feel bored and forgets how much she loves her guy and easily strayed when she is flattered by some other guy when her bf does not. when a guy is in love, really in love, he wouldn't stray that easily which then means he will have an extra high tolerance towards the girl. but i guess this paragraph is just some weak observations cos i never heard of stories otherwise.

ok.. haha.. i'm in mood for essay today, probably because i didn't write too well for my HR paper! GRrrrrr..

Dear you

if you are reading this, i should feel alil comforted as i would feel that u still care, however little it is. all those accusations you made, I've been keeping quiet all this while. i wan to let you know that i've been reading, and it hurts every time but i still read it. and i sometimes do not understand why i allow all these lies when u act like you're the victim. i apologized, i tried to make truce, and finally i tried to shut myself out and u said it's all because of a boy. it jus proves all over and over again how much u know me. i stood by the side and see how much dissatisfactions u have against me. I never get it and you never would.

never have i made any counter comments cos i'm afraid it may bring an end to everything. i do this and openly because i have had enough. u said i hurt you, i wanna tell you, however much metaphor u think you are using, u hurt me too, badly. i am human too, i have my feelings. you expect me to get back to you after everything every blades u have stabbed into me with just that few lines i can't. people u have hurt get back to you because they love you and you love them. you can say i don't love you enough. maybe tht's true and i do not anticipate any puny place in your heart that can accommodate me.. maybe it's just the end.

it is from me. let's just stop hurting each other pseudo-secretly. we all know each other too well.

mugger wong without mugger spirit during studious week

i think i really very fan jian leh.. cannot study at home at all.. why everybody can study at their own rooms but i can't???? -_- tomorrow gotta go spinelli study again... grrrr..i sure am going to go broke after this month....so anyway.. hahhaa.. one of the factors that may have contributed to my lack of mood to study might be the absence of my little sister.. however minute it is or however annoying she can be sometimes...(she had gone home for the weekend) butbutbut! is going to bring back tons of goodies.. heheee... my belated birhtday giftssssss!!!my parents are the best parents in the whole wide world!!and i can't wait!!!! muahahhahahaha...

before i head back to more nonsence..i wanna make a wish!

fairy god mugger.. can u use your wand and turn me into a mugger (must be a sexy one though..) these 3 weeks??!? can can can?? hehe..

*tink* 8-D

today i woke up feeling confused, haven't a single idea where was i, what day and what time was it. then it set in, alone in the bed i stared into space for some moment and decided it wasn't time to wake up yet:) i went to turn off the light that i left turned on on previous night, and carried my working lappie back to the table and walked back to sleep... it's just another day, a day which could have been spent on a beautiful beach with crystal clear water, soft golden sand and cool fresh breeze, in the company of the best smile in the world. and so i slipped quietly to my escape land...

german oral test eve

can i just turn into heidi klum for one day tomorrow and ace my oral test???

GARrrr.. i wish my tongue can stop twisting so much so that i can finish one sentence without pausing every other word..
...
...
..oh maybe i can try self prophecy theory again
i'm sexy
i'm pretty
i'm heidi klum
i have long and sexy legs
i will ace my oral test!
:D
ich spreche fantastisch Deutsch!
LOL..
yea.. probably not very correct also.. damn

my unbelievable sister

case 1:
date: early september
place: Wheelock place
time: evening
crime scene: female toilet

'hey sis, call my phone, i couldnt seem to find my phone in this bag'
'ook' *dialling*
... ...
'what are you doing i asked you to call my phone!'
'i'm calling your phone.. it's connected'
'omfg!! it's not here!'
'what?!?'
'gimme your phone.. i shud keep calling!'
'have you look properly?'
'there's no more dial tone..it's dead.. it's gone T.T'

case 2:
date: late september
crime scene: taxi 5am in the morning after a night of serious partying on her own
place: on the bed
time: first thing in the morning

*open my eyes*
*a pair of serious eyes staring into my eyes*
'what?'
'jie i tell u sth, but dun scold me'
'what?'
'i lost my phone again'
'huh?!?!'
'i know.. i couldn't sleep and i can't reach my phone already'
'-_-''' '

case 3:
date: 1st november 2008
crime scene: night rider 4am after another night of partying
place: home

*rummaging frantically through her bag*
' so i take shower first ya?'
'hmm..'
'what are u searching for anyway?'
'have u seen my phone???'
.....



so much for cheap partying...

incompetency

i'm never good enough

!@#$%^

some people are just so fucking tactless to even communicate civilly

sisters

'jie, i hav a confession to make'
*busy scrubbing the dirty room* 'what??'
' i bought things again' *took out a shopping bag for her bag*
'omfg.. me too! dun tell me we bought the same thing again!'
*stare at each other for a brief moment*
'hurhur... won't have such coincidence... we can bring to change if we really bought the same thing!!'
*quickly pulls out the contents*
'phew!!!!'
'phew!!!!'

*both happily try on what each other has bought*

yay!!

i know i sound like a loser when i say this but i still wanna say!!!
i'm flying FLYING home during CNY!!yes! yes! yes!!!!

before u wanna say omg-u're-such-loser..
yea.. it's my first time -_-

the weekend

aside from the never ending investment tutorial 3, and the very pleasant market analysis report.. me and mei (the girl nex door) decided we had had enough of all the boring shit and need desperately to breathe some outside air! we... went to the beach! hahahaa.. and since we are both really really broke.. i made her promise to control my shopping instinct and limit my spending to the minimum ( i supposedly hav only 50 dollars left for the rest of the month...

met at 3pm and since the day was quite young and extremely sunny.. we decided to 'window shop' for a while first while we buy some snacks to the beach.. so as we 'window shop'.........

oh well.. first and second piece in f21.. the dress and the scarf.. so pretty isn't it?? lol

teeheeehee... bikini day!
*notice the strange hand on the left.. mei was very convinced that's my hand.. but it still looks scary -_-

the hunk of the beach.. he has the cutest butt...


LOL.. i know.. abit pedophile-ic..

nice view accompanied with nachos

the beach babes.. haha

so after the beach.. we went back to vivo to have our dinner, which means.. another round of shopping (the girl nex door wanted to find a sun dress to match a long shawl she bought before we went to the beach-.- *weirdness*)... and being a person with conscience and all.. i tried to convince mei to eat sth cheap in the foodcourt.. but in the end, i dis-convinced myself instead.. so ended up with steamboat dinner..

total damage= SGD 56 (the 1st 2nd piece^_^)+ SGD 6 (snacks)+ SGD 18( steamboat dinner)+ SGD 3 (ticket to sentosa)===> 9 hours of happiness

-.-talked about saving money...expensive happiness~~

ooook.. back to the very pleasant REMA report!

some random story over take-away food

conversation between a lady from china (hawker) and a customer(singaporean)

“哈咯！小姐要吃什么？？”
'hello! what would you like to eat miss? :D'

"我要kuey teow horfun!"
'kuey teow horfun'

"哦! 那你要怎样的 horfun"
'oh, what kinda horfun u'd like?'

"我要kuey teow horfun 拉!kuey teow horfun!!!!"
'i wan horfun lar!! kueyteow horfun!'

"小姐我知道你想吃kuey teow horfun, 可是你要哪一种horfun??"
'i know you wan horfun, but what kinda horfun u want??'

"eh!! 你们这些中国来的什么都不会的leh!"
'u people from china never know anything!!'

"小姐!中国人不是人吗????"
'?!? miss! are we not human to you?!'

"所以我就说啊, 我每次看到中国人就觉得他们很臭!
'NO, i tell you.. when i see china people from afar, i would feel they're very smelly!'
.......


ahahhaha.. poor auntie.. can u believe how ridiculous these ppl can be?

Munmunday

yea
i'm sure u guys are very entertained.
LOL
at least i get to bring home the fire sparkler thing! i loveee it!
**notice the scary laughter behind

the 3 october sexy babies... haha..it was such a great cousins get-together.. and alil chill out after dinner at the bar.. haha.. though the youngest didn't like it.. cos bar is apparently too old for a 20 year old...we were talking and laughing so loud that ppl started staring LOL.. i really haven't laugh that much for a very very long time.. haha

oh.. we have a 3rd celebration too, it was by my sweetest landlord, they cooked us a bid feast, with my favorite spicy crab!

yep.. so i am officially 22 now!

*silly grin*

teeheehehe..

a lovely surprise e-card is enough to make me happy today!

my mom

'we were just talking about you just now over the dinner about how u invented words like 'delimali' and 'vomit electric'! hahahhaha'
'-.- i didn't invented that, your aunt did. i dun wanna crap with you already i wanna sleep.'
'...ooook.. goodnight mom'

after 30 mins, my phone rang..
'eh mun what's the 2 words u mentioned just now ar?'
'huh?!?'
'neh.. one is delimali, the other one is what??'
'ooh.. u mean vomit electric isit!'
' OHH YA!! ok.. bye! i just couldnt sleep cos i couldn't recall that'
'...'

calling names

self- deluded, self-righteous, self-centered, selfish, inconsiderate, irrational, emotional, jealous, drama, deceited, naive, hypocrite, fingerSS pointing, speechless...

*deep breath*

much better!
:D

sorry... i just couldn't resist..

'so he fucked up again'

'fuck who?'

'guess i need to buy a new cable'

'oooooh'

'fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck'

'fuck your computer
hahhaha'

'fuck his bloody self up
itz like he heas been fucking my comp for so long till my comp dun wanna let him fuck anymore'

'ahahahhahah'

note: it's someone who likes the color green on her fucked up printer..hahaha

what's the difference between like and love

'do you know what's the difference between like and love?'
'*shrugged*'
' cos i like my sketchers sneakers but i love my prada backpack'
'but i love my sketchers sneakers'
'hmmm.. that's because u don't have a prada backpack'
'OOooOoo....'

LOL.. some lines from 10 things that popped my mind suddenly when i was too busy blowing my nose...

birthday shopping

because buying things, really does make me happy....and it's not like i have any other happy things happening in my life.. soo.. i came up with a list few days ago.. hahha.. and i disclosed it to someone and someone.. LOL.. naturally, or rather, with a lot of blessings.. i got my first item granted! muahahhaa.. having a sister has never been better...

so, my birthday shopping list!
1. clutch bag
2. eye gel ( my eyes are so dark and swollen nowadays is not funny -.-)
3. facial masque ( excessive make-up to cover up imperfections magnifies IMPERFECTIONS)
4. scarf!
5. MAC brush set
6. MAC blusher

that's all! it grew a little bit since i last made it.. but haha.. i'll try my best to keep it the way it is...well it actually isnt that short... if u consider the 2 dresses and the eye shadow and the eye lashes i bought 'for my birthday'...

'''
a girl gotta try to make herself happy right??
*wink*

something meaningful to do for the 22nd

so, it struck me today we should do something meaningful for our birthdays.

'i make it a point to do sumthin meaningful every bday no matter what isit'
'wht did u do? go home?'
'as in things tht u think is worth it'
'yea.. actually i'm doin sth special, i bought a dress for my birthday..ooh.. 2 actually
but tht's only an excuse for me to buy things..so.. not so special after all huh?
'can u do sumthin less materialistic?'
'like what? get a man??? tht shud be not materialistic right??'
'......wth'

hahaha.. so i guess i should build a list.. i still think shopping is meaningful.. well if i can ask my tuition kid to raise her fee.. that should be more meaningful.. but that really mean the same thing.. cos the raise goes for shopping too.. so.. yea.. money=meaningful=shopping=WARDROBE CONSTRUCTION! whoa.. can u all sense the greatness in this mega project?!?!

so..

can i hav 'something' MEANINGFUL on my birthday???

i do update my blog

it really served me right today, or rather, every monday for that matter. LOL. i've been umbrella-less for the longest time i could remember. did i ever own one? hmm.. probably 10 years ago?? the red little umbrella. i never really need one until now. haha.. i've always have ppl to share their umbrella with me. yea. i'm one of those princesses who are always blessed enough to have very nice friends to hold their umbrellas over my head. well. was. haha. things changed princess, so next time please don't conveniently let it slip your mind to get a goddamn umbrella, ok?!? i missed my tutorial last monday due to heavy rain and half an hour late for my very important dissertation talk this monday.

so today was no different from any other rainy monday. i had so foreseen it was going to rain and hence rush to the door as soon as i can. i even gave up on trying to push my rain-hater-printer to print m notes. and no prize for guessing. it poured cats and dogs when i reached the ground area of my flat. DAMN. i braved through the rain till i got to the flat opposite the mrt station. praying hard and waiting for the rain to stop like an idiot for like half an hour. haha. miraculously, or probably because i looked like a helpless kitten, an auntie actually came over to me through a puddle of muddy water and offer me her share of umbrella. hey, now that i thought back, maybe God did know i was desperate. *sigh* what a nice auntie! i didn't know how to thank her except to keep saying thank you on our way to the train station. haha.

but anyway, i was 20 minutes late -_-


here are some weird conversations i had the other day,
me: wow, time passes so fast, it's been months since we worked there!
au: yea, half a year gone
me: where got? *counting fingers* 4 months only lar.. haha
au: haha.. cute lar you! 4 months huh, the days without seeing you felt like years
me:

walking to get his car,
me: *assumed that since he drove me here, he would at least THOUGHT of sending me home* hey you're meeting your friends later?
au: yea.. going karaoke with my friends later.
me: oh so maybe you can just drop me at the train station i get myself home.
au: har? why? u wanted me to fetch you home?!
me:

getting meal order,
me: hmm.. what's nice here.. i think i'll get this 3 amigo
au: aha.. cute lar you..i'll have whatever you have.
me: oooook -_- hey why dun u sit opposite me instead of sitting beside me, so difficult to talk this way.
au: it's the modern style, u see the couple over there!
me: *Deep breaths*
au: eh what you doing ar, cute lar you!
me: *fuck*


i swear if he said i'm cute one more time, i'll skin him alive, but then again, that won't possibly happen again

looks who's back

wow.. i really didn't realise it's been one whole month since i last updated this blog.. hahahhaa... hmm.. for starters.. oh wait.. how?

ok.. 10 top most interesting things i do this past month:
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crap...
okok..... i must have done something..let's start from the most recent..
1. i went out with an ex-colleague who is almost a stranger to me.. today.. haha..
2. went to ladies night at 9pm for the first time.. and left at 10 sth cos it was just too boring..
3. been practising on heavy eye makeup but often ended up looking like a zombie. cos i have a face tht produces enough oil to deep fry an egg.
4. i've been practising this new weight losing regime that Q intro to me. mental strength. think slim... i have slim legs i have sexy legs!
5. i stopped bitching about this apple guy, and naturally he stop haunting me.
6. i've been spending too much time alone.
7. i've been spending too much money too.. and i got fired from one of the tuition assignment. LOL!
8. someone told me i'm cold and i don't feel enough.
9. i go to classes
10. i watched alot of dramas
11. i give love advices to ppl ''' well.. i must say.. i'm quite good in encouraging ppl to confess their love.. hahaha... guys are just so cute when they are in love..
12. i went home
13. i attended a project meeting until 12am
14. i drink less alcohol
15. i really should be doing my QM essay
16. i should stop
17. i miss blogging in munmunland
18. ..

phew..
i actually did have things happen to me.

well.. i wonder what would happen to me if i dun hand in my QM essay.. i mean.. ppl gotta take risks sometimes right?

such a loser -_-

goodbye august! and because i only have 4 posts for this month

today's the last day of august which is also the national day of Malaysia. i remember the last time i wrote bout this was 2 years ago? or 1 year ago?? i remember writing about how i spent my national day in singapore and how patriotic i was singing 'negaraku'.. LOL.. i still feel like singing it like now.. but my sis is already sleeping andshe's scaryandidunwannawakeherup..

so anyway dunno wht luck struck me yesterday and today, i landed myself with 2 tuition assignments, u know how crazy people are towards tuitions here in Singapore. I felt embarrassed getting that amount of money even though i undercharge ALOT. hahaha.. but i was pretty stressed out yesterday cos i never thought the sec 1 english is as good as our spm ENGLISH!! and i hav to teach what i hate most-- SUMMARY WRITING! so anyway i managed to pull through in the end. and surprisingly i dun feel rich at all probably because i cant get the money till like 1 month later-.- but on a brighter note it's goin to be a very productive 2 months down the road.

oh oh oh.. tomorrow, me and big apple are goin to be waiting on the same train station! i hope i wont be so suay till i ended up sitting beside him for the whole train ride.. i would literally kill myself..

and me is so restless cos i keep worrying i dun have enough time juggling so many things at one time (but i still have time to crap here)

argh.. i guess tht's wht blogging at the worst timing is---my trademark blog..

AZA AZA fighting..

oh and i jus witness a drama blog fight and i so wanna shout i told you so! LOL.. oops.. please stop being so mean wong sze mun!

ciaoooo

p.s. u probably wont find blog that is more random than mine.. teeeheeeheee..

damn i'm such a nonsensenolifer

every morning there are these few precious mili seconds before reality set in before i remember who i am and where i am, then it would all came back. each day brings new revelations about myself, people and world. some good. but often not. some would even make me reconsider my entire existence. my naiveness, stupidity, sincerity, kindness, timidity, clumsiness and forgetfulness have in many ways condemn my competitiveness in the society. people around me closest to me, most all are good. or at least i believe so. i have my fair share of experience being deceived, played, fooled, looked down upon and despised by people i really like. sometimes it does hurt. but gradually it turned to disappointment, anger and finally just enlightenment. multi faceted, a new survivor skill. fake it or lose it. sometimes it really does sound sad. but truth is, lies, painful lies, made people close their doors. or, probably allow half open, just to allow enough interactions to keep survived. lies and truth. and white lies. beautiful lies. the grey area. blurred. sin? or probably not. and so i ask myself, to trust, or not to trust.

school's a bitch!

LOL.. i know i know... i was the one who anticipated school so much.. but really.. classes been such bitch lately -.- especially the HR class. dun even let me go into detail. and ppl i met, or dun meet....... let's just not demoralize my spirit. i actually gotta get my presentation done in like 5 hours?? and i haven even started. le sigh. i'm such a hopeless person.

so anyway.. hmm.. nothing interesting happened lately, except the fact that i went out with an exchange guy from MIT that day.. which really.. i rather would prefer a guy with a normally high IQ if every guy in MIT acts that way.. hahahha.. i know.. super mean... oh and i rather not meet any guy at all if every normally high IQ guy is on of those like my proj group mate.. ooops...

i'm turning into a bitch lately.. probably it's because i'm under too much influence of ppl surrounding ppl, especially---- my little sis.. she's unbelievable sometimes -.-

damn.. talking bout blogging at the worst timing....

p.s.s i finally got a tuition assignment!! yay!! my new wardrobe construction-- phase 2 and looking bright!! =D

tadada!!!

hello from singapore once again! :D

school started this week and so far i have a prof who have a lot to share about HIMSELF( he spent 2 hours talking about himself) , 2 who speak singlish and tell lame jokes (wenhui's favorites), one who likes to intimidate us with a language completely new to us( Frau Lin) oh and last but not least, my all time favorite, prof kwame with the 'sexiest' voice (*weak laugh*)

so in short, school has been nothing but FUN. as in. really fun. trust me. it. is. fun. to let you get a feel which is the fun part.. haha.. hmm... try traveling 1 hour and 10 mins to school everyday..it's really fun..

so anyway.. some pictures i took with the girls lately..

during the most difficult moment, there's always this someone special....
(featuring hazel and wenhui)

the poor tree and us :D
(lijing,hazel,norven, yours truly, wenhui)
the green field and US

holding hand in hand we will always be

taken quite some time ago with jel who went to the states recently
(wenhui, norven, jelly)

happy 21st dear (too lazy to flip it again-_-)

peek-a-boo!

oh maybe one picture of my own =D

yea.. call me a vain pot!

it's time to go back

i know i know.. i've been whining all these days i wan to go back to school i wan to go back to school..hahhaa.. as Q said, i always whine, whether i'm having holiday or having school. i want other wise..hehe.. can we have school one week then holiday on the other week? can we can we???

actually.. i suddenly thought o my dad, he worked till 1am yesterday which is a sunday(freaking company @#$$%^&*) and i thought.. what other things he do other than working? he never complain, he seldom talk, he doesn't spend.. all he does other than working is reading newspaper and helping relatives to fix their things -.- and i know i fail big time as a daughter, i'm seldom at home, and when i'm at home, i hide in my nest, chatting away or surfing aimlessly in the internet. :( does my dad feel lonely??

and this month i've been at home, all i've cared about was my problem.. how bored i was, how sad i was how lonely i got.. family rarely comes into picture.. sigh.. so suddenly.. i dun feeel like going back anymore.. hope tonight's ticket has run out hehe...

分手 就那么一回事

当两人相爱的时候
心 是黏在一起的
分手时
两颗心必须分开

铁硬心肠的
会急着把另一颗心甩掉
不惜一切从千层高楼跳下
把另一颗心跌得粉身碎骨
心 死了

当机立断的
会急着把事情着一个了断
不惜一切亲手用力的撕开
把另一颗心撕成两半
心 流血不止

藕断丝连的
会慢慢的 小心的
两方各用心把心分开
长丝渐渐的自然断开
心 完美无损

不理不睬的
两颗心会背对背
等待第三棵跟第四颗心的到来
幸运的 心与心会自然的分开
相反的 心与心其中也会流血

你的用心
我的心急
我 借用了刀
不小心把刀在自己的心上刮了一下
穿洞了
心 痛得麻了

哭不了

the poolside party

weekend.. a special one, a fateful one :)

so anyway, me and my family left for kl early in the saturay morning.. and tht's for a very special occasion.. josephine's full moon party!

oh if u haven't know, i'm the most absent minded person u may have come across.. if u're wondering why, just spend some time with my parents! LOL.. all i can say is, it's really in the gene u see.. it's not my fault i always forget things. back to the topic, my parents have been holding this world guineas record of getting lost in kl.. which means.. they lost their way almost, no, not almost.. EVERYTIME! so this time, yes, we got the wrong way again and ended up going into the wrong toll.. ahahhahahhaa.. how cute is that.. then my mom would start nagging my dad, then my dad would start grumbling.. 'WHY DON'T YOU JUST TAKE THE WHEELS?!' ahahhaha... i cant stop laughing everytime they do that.. then i'll jus comfort them.. 'aiya never mind lar, if we don't get lost it's not considered happy kl trip ma' hahahhahaah..

so crap no more..pictures!

isnt she an angel?? so pretty.. my future baby will look jus like her, only cuter!

while ppl partying away, we cam whore at the pool side =)

jenny and moi during the feast!

jenny again, in aunt's place =)

im so glad i was over at kl for josephine's party.. made me really happier =) having and being a baby is such a happy thing ain't it.. and having someone to love you dearly is all you may have to ask for=D

i'm such a nonsense

1. i made beautifully delicious fried rice today:D
2. anwar was released today
3. hence, i can go kl again!
4. jesephine anne's full moon!!
5. my purple furry pencil case
6. i wan to escape.. again

since ck-the-hopeless-romantic does it..
hmm..

*430*
hehe.. i bet he doesn't know

can anyone wake me up after july ends.. i wanna go back to school...i promise i wont whine.. really..

past tense

i dreamt about you
again, yesterday
this time
you did not say u hate me
we were talking like we used to
laughing
just like old times
=)
fond memories
love,
faded,
Jaded.

another day

despite my effort to wake up late, i woke up at 10.30pm today. another day. i can actually jus leave this loneliness and boredom and go back to little island tonight and start my part time job. what's stopping me? i have no idea. there must be something, but even myself can't pinpoint what is it. yea. i am weird.

what u like so much bout your bf?
...cos he's simple and sincere (edited cos someone say later ppl cannot see)

what an answer. haha. simplicity is bliss. complicity is unnecessary.

life, the way they turn depends on something happened, or rather didn't happen. sometimes, a twisted turn. the ending could be not of expectations of anyone, including the parties involved. maybe there's sth she missed that she did not realize or maybe, the other party just want out. there were promises. there were dreams. there were laughters but there were no tears. there were understandings. there were delusions. all that, at times, would all be past tense.

love, a gift, a feeling. comes in many ways. there are times we lose faith. there are times we get confused. there are times we stop loving. there are times we love too much. there are times we wish we never love. love too, comes in different forms. friendships love. parental love. love's love. pet's love. undefined love.

who are we to judge. the way others love, or, the forms of love they share.

this post may or may not be published

dear said i haven been writing for very long.. LOL.. actually i have been writing.. just that everytime i just left them hanging half way cos i got nth to write about when i'm leading a blank life in ipoh.. my life revolves around my dear in cyberspace, Q during the occasional weekends, random and not so random blogs, newsweek-s, cleo, brunch, dinner, mom, dad, lil bro and the stereo at my home. so u know why i haven't been writing.. i can't be writing much bout those stuff ya.

anyways, watched journey to the centre of the earth jus now.
it's a funny movie.. and how i wish i can go for an adventure like tht.. to discover the world within a world.. or whtever he said it.. haha...

watched hancock few days ago.. was it last week.. hmm.. i lost my sense of time and days here..hehe..

so why am i writing this crap.. for the sake of writing maybe.. haha.. omg.. i just dont wanna sleep cos i hate waking up alone too early tomorrow.. :D but Q said he would come after he wakes up! but god knows wht time he wakes.. probably wakes at 12 -.- he's leading a pig life with me.. hahha.. he told me he thinks we eat too much when we are together.. i was like.. do we really? but then again.. wht else can we do besides eating in ipoh???? like today.. for the 6 hours outing. .we ate a full chinese dinner, sweet potatoes and sweet corns right after dinner, then after movie ate chicken wings again.. hahhaa.. not tht bad ain't it..

i got a few secrets i wanna tell.. i wish i can be like teenage lolita.. ahaha..to express my dissatisfactions out loud.. well for a start.. i wanna tell u, u and u that, i hate u, i really dislike u, and i despise u..but i cant tell u who are they cos i'm a coward....

speaking of teenage lolita.. i'm hooked! cant stop reading it.. hehee...

-GET A LIFE WONG SIMONE-

my shopping list

since i'm sooooo bored and lonely and all.....i figured out a list.. a sacred list that may help me do better in school when school reopens in august.

1. purple furry pencil case, with my fav blue and black pen, yellow highlighter, and liquid paper. u know why it's always important prepare the good tools to produce good results.

2. new perfume, Q promised, wonder when will i get it since he's oh-so-damn-busy. it's pretty important cos the sweet and sexy smell can induce the conducive aura for me to concentrate more.

3. bags, one tht wont tear off easily by my 'gentle' hands oh.. and big enough for my notes

4. slippers. so my fat feet wont hurt.

5. heels. it's important to feel good when goin to school. it brightens up a boring day

6. new wardrobe. new start new wardrobe right??

7. photo frames. i have lotsa memories that needed to be framed. and also a big empty room to decorate.

8. nearly forgotten.. i need an ipod!! dont ask me why.. i just need one with 30GB memory.. so i can wallow in my emo-ness more..

wow.. i'm not too greedy ya.. only 8 on my list.. and one been taken care of..

*looks into the wallet*...

can be done :D

yea right........

i need a trip.. i miss you and it kills me.. but i miss you.

i miss singapore.. damn.. i cant be missing the small little island..ishhhhh

the 2nd day workless

here's one i stumbled across when i stalked some random ppl's blog.. hahhaa..

1. Do you like chinese food?
yeap... i have to eat rice everyday... maybe not everyday.. but most of the time

2. How big is your bed?
queen size

3. Is your room clean?
haha.. yea.. my sis is scary

4. Laptop or Desktop computer?
i call him my baby

5. Favorite comedian?
adam sandler.. LOL

6. Do you smoke?
nopp

7. Does anyone like you?
yea i guess

8. Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice?
her name.. haha.. her confidence of cos

10. Sleep with or without clothes on?
With.

11. Who sleeps with you every night?
quan quan, my sis

12. Do long distance relationships work?
yep..takes alot of effort but we've been there for more than one year

13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
not yet..

14. Pancakes or French Toast?
pancakes

15. Do you like coffee?
nope.. coffee gives me smelly piss.. hahahha

16. How do you like your eggs?
scrambled

17. Do you believe in astrology?
hmmm.. they usually never come true

18. Last person you talked to on the phone?
my dad ^_^

19. Last person on your missed call list?
wow.. tht was few days ago.. from pat

20. What was the last text message you received?
izzz.. heart broken

21. McDonalds or Burger King?
McDonald's

22. Number of pillows?
1 and my only.. they'll be such PITA when u need to move house

23. Last thing you ate?
tht was last night's fried bee hoon

24. Last thing you bought?
last night's dinner?

25. What are you hearing right now?
songs

26. Pick a lyric?
this time.. i think i'm to be blamed...

27. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
i never tried tht before.. yea.. ahahha.. really never

28. Can you play pool?
i guess so.. i won my first game.. to a person who played since his high school time... LOL.. u know wht beginner's luck is..

29. Do you know how to swim?
yeap

30. Favorite ice cream?
cookies and cream

31. Do you like maps?
yea...

32. Tell me a random fact:
i starting to like singapore again

33. Ever had a hard on at work?
hahaa.... u wont wanna know

34. Ever attend a theme party?
yep.. school parties always has a theme

35. Ever do a keg stand?
haha.. never.. i'll get super drunk

36. Craziest place you've slept after a night of drinking?
the pub's toilet? hahah... tht was only for a while for me to sober up enough to walk

37. What is your favorite season?
not like we have much choice here right.. rainy season

38. What is the first music video you ever saw?
wow.. tht's tricky

39. Pick few movie quotes
adam sandler's in you don't mess with the zohan.. 'the girls will all head over tits for you'.. ahahhahaha

40. Favorite quote:
i can tell you but i have to kill you.. haha.

41. What is your favorite hangout?
my bed, my couch..

42. Best friend's name?
:)

43. How long have you known him?
more than one year

44. Last time you laughed at something stupid?
yesterday.. when i hang out with the girlss :)

45. What time did you wake up this morning?
8 sth.. i hate my biological clock sometimes..

46. Wake up next to anyone?
nope..

47. Best thing about winter?
winter clothes?? hahaha

48. Name a couple of favorite colors:
purple, and gold

49. How old are you?
21

50. What month is your birthday in?
october

51. Do you think pirates are cool or overrated?
overrated

52. Favorite Dave Matthews Band song.
hahhaa... who??!

53. What are you doing this weekend?
hanging out in my fav place.. home

54. Who will take this survey?
you

there's a happy side during working days=)

been complaining about my sucky job alot i know.. LOL.. and i probably haven't blog bout my funniest update bout my work...which is...my boss gave up on me.. no.. seriously gave up on me.. LOL LOL LOL..

on a one very fine tuesday morning, god heard my complaints and whinnings.. He probably couldn't take it.. My boss on the veyr special morning told me, "simone, you don't need to do sales anymore.. jus go help up with the office decorations and admin work.. ahahhahahah.... tht must be the greatest dream came true... hahahaha.. or maybe.. nightmares came to an end..

being a usual whiner like everyone else who's doin blogging, i know.. i've been giving alot of shits.. haha.. but there're happy things tht happened during this month is singapore..

and i have to update.. not every of my colleagues are good.. i learnt a hard way.. and i feel very stupid being so trustful and i promised i wont be so kind anymore... for some who knew.. you know who it is.. hahhaa..

so anyways.. i went to movies
1. you dont mess with the zohan










it's freaking hilarious..a total must-see!

2. wanted









all i can say is the combination of angelina jolie and red Ferrari is SEXY.. may not be a good movie to watch if u get nightmares easily.. jus too bloody for me..

i went mexicans

looks inviting right? it gets really sick half way through it.. LOL.. and i also went steamboat, hong kong restaurant, americans, singapore's famous bak gu teh(which btw brought my a filipino friend who had been here like 6 months ago and know singapore much better than we do-_-)

went SHOPPING!! omg.. i love sales! actually.. i only bought from mng.. hahaha.. there's also Zara sales.. but i dun have anymore to spurge on tht..

top: 25 dollars
jeans: 66 dollars! makes my legs look longer..

blink blink armor top: 35 dollars!

top: 49 dollars wtf.. i must have lost my mind...but it's just so pretty

there're abit more here and there... but let's not go into details.. the guilt is killing me...

and... i found a perfect place for my birthday celebration!

such a cozy place.. hehee.. tht's patrick btw.. he's my office buddy

ooh.. and i learnt how to play pool.. i mean i learnt quite some time back.. but i know nuts.. noww... i finally catch the skills behind it..hehehhe..

yea.. it's upside down.. i too lazy to flip it.. it's my sis looking billiard-ly pro

yupp... i guess thts all.. and one thing i seriously feeel like doing!! karaoke!!.. i have never ever been to one before.. why nobody wants to bring me go!!!!!

line of the day...

'the slut is turned on'

ahahhahahahhahahahah

lesson behind it: never name your cell's bluetooth slut.. hahaha..there can be some misunderstandings...